Friday, June 28, 2019

Job hunting: home based

Every time I wake in the morning the first thing I do is find my laptop and do some searching again. I did that the few weeks, did it today, and for sure will do it tomorrow or until the time comes when I will tell myself I'm done.
Some days I told myself out of disappointment that, nah...it's okay you don't need it, just to pacify yourself form the frustration your feeling inside.  There was this one time actually that after I've got a failed interview  I stared at the wall and kept asking myself a hundred times why "I failed" that one. It's very disappointing and frustrating at the same time.
Though my husband said it is okay if I don't have one yet, or when he said that I don't need to push it that hard but I still feel that he's hoping that I have one though. Well, who doesn't like to have an earning partner anyway, right?!

Oh..I really hope that the next time I write in here, I will write down my successes.


Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

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