Friday, June 28, 2019

Job hunting: home based

Every time I wake in the morning the first thing I do is find my laptop and do some searching again. I did that the few weeks, did it today, and for sure will do it tomorrow or until the time comes when I will tell myself I'm done.
Some days I told myself out of disappointment that, nah...it's okay you don't need it, just to pacify yourself form the frustration your feeling inside.  There was this one time actually that after I've got a failed interview  I stared at the wall and kept asking myself a hundred times why "I failed" that one. It's very disappointing and frustrating at the same time.
Though my husband said it is okay if I don't have one yet, or when he said that I don't need to push it that hard but I still feel that he's hoping that I have one though. Well, who doesn't like to have an earning partner anyway, right?!

Oh..I really hope that the next time I write in here, I will write down my successes.


Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, June 27, 2019

Wednesday, June 12, 2019

on the look out

Yup. I'm tired of being home and doing nothing. I think I can do more than just do the household chores and waiting...waiting for my daughter to come home after school.
So, I asked my hubby to provide an internet connection and a laptop so that I can start my hunting for the right home-based job. Unfortunately, I applied to and failed to get the job. ANd now I am sad and devasted and wanted to stop looking. But soon I know I will be in the ook again. For now, I want to rejuvenate!
I didn't know that it was that hard! whew!


Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!