Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Busy Busy Little Bee

I feel like a little busy bee with my little food business. I feel tired most of the time mostly with cooking and washing of the dishes. But, I'm determined to do more because I have people who depended on me and the sales.
I hope and pray that God will indeed bless our sales and make more and high specially now that Christmas season is here. I have to save more to be able to give them extra cash and gifts. How I wish I could give a 4x10 speakers to the church as a gift for all that it gave me.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, August 3, 2015

Beauty in Adversity

Some people may think that only fools could find:
 *peace,
 *calmness
 *assurance
 *comfort
 *abundance
 *joy
 *hope
 *beauty.... and so on
...in the midst of adversity.
I couldn't  agree more with them.
Co's if I am a fool... I am a fool for JESUS!

#justthinkingbigtoday


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Saturday, July 18, 2015

Sometimes

There are times in my life that all I wanna do is blank stare at our ceiling. press fast forward the time or press stop.
One day at a time...
My hands is hurt from holding the rope (or maybe because I holding it too tight.)
...but I'm not giving up, ...I'm not letting go.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, June 22, 2015

Father's Day Special

In the picture below is my handsome hubby and beautiful daughter. The two are like cats and dogs. They loved each other so much and hated each other as well when things went wrong between the two. One thing I know for sure is they love each other very much. My daughter's day will never be complete without her Daddy. My hubby on the other hand  can't sleep when our darling girl is having a sleepover at her tita's house.
Definitely, we have the best Daddy in the whole world and we love him to infinity and beyond.
My ultimate wish is, that someday I'll be able to buy him a guitar from gc co's I know doing that he'll love me even more. I just saw him teaching guitar lessons to some of our youth in the church. I couldn't help but be proud co's I know I've got the best.







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Saturday, June 13, 2015

Beyond Limits

"Be wise like a serpent, be gentle like a dove!"

To be honest here, I really don't know if  people still read my blog, but I just don't care co's it's only here that I can express some of my feelings and thoughts.
Here's some piece of me today:
*Being in the is like riding a roller coaster. Most of the time you feel dizzy and confused, and yet the feeling being there is indescribable. It's feels like your always being pushed beyond your limits, a things that confuses me sometimes co's I'm torn in two; liking it and not.
*I'm on a love and hate relationship with my thoughts and feelings towards others.
*Sometimes I feel like hubby is my worst enemy and my very best friend.
*There are times that I wish my daughter is somewhere so that I can do work, but again the thought of it is like an overnight nightmare. Crazy eyh?!
*Feels like I have loads of friends to sends update from my ministry, but every time  I'm about to send it... there's no one.

So help me God. (me and my chaos thoughts!)


Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, June 8, 2015

Turning 4 in few days

My little girl is turning four on the 22nd of this month, as a mom I have loads of ideas on how we could celebrate it.
How I wish I have a garden where I could set up tables and chairs and put pink premier table linens because my daughter loves pink color. In my mind I am also thinking of putting a lot of pink balloons, flowers and ribbons.
Unfortunately, these are all just a mother's wish for her daughter's birthday, because all that we can do is order a pink cake and cook spaghetti. I am not even sure if I could still invite friends, but one thing is for sure though... we will celebrate it with our closest one.




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7th Wedding Anniv

I could definitely tell that God is very good to us.
There's maybe a lot of up's and down's in our marriage life, but still God is good.
We manage to build a family in spite of a lot of difficulties.
And God has given us seven victorious years....
...and still counting.





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Tuesday, May 12, 2015

One Week Busyness Overload

Reading Camp Overload!
It's our second day and yes... it's feels like forever. It's not the work that wearies me but the thoughts of no volunteer teacher that haunts me.
There are loads of kid's or students that needs one on one focus.
Well, I may short in lots of things this time but for sure I've' learned a lot and have known who are those that needs more reading assistance.
We also found out that we need a lot of material things, and yes, that's include a roadie tools for our crafts materials.
I hope and pray that the kids would indeed learn a lot from this activity.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

The Life of me

Things I found out as I get older:

1. When I'm busy, I dreamed/longed for a relax days.
2.When relaxed, I longed for a busy days.
3. My body may be lazy, but never is my mind. In fact, in my mind I have put up six other "students center" in six different places. Take note... in my mind it's all set up set up.
4. I love dreaming and planning.
5. I never  get satisfied.


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Monday, April 6, 2015

Just Randomness

Last week was a busy week for my family, not because we went on an Easter holiday, but because of work. It boggles my mind the fact that I'm busy and yet ______ nevermind!  A lot of time I look unto God and ask why? sometimes I looked at people and in my mind I asked the question why?

The feeling of: your in the right tract, and yet, not!

How I wish rather than telling hubby to go sell some of our stuff, go buy a slimline power supply for your musics instruments instead.  For sure he'll be the happiest.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

It's Okay

I  don't wanna rant, I don't wanna say something, co's after all it's won't change anything.
I don't know...
I feel like that person that would fight to the end.. even to the end of losing.
I wanna cry big time.
I wanna shout till my throat aches.
I wanna....
Just...
be...
me!




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Monday, March 9, 2015

the life of me today

My work is yelling at my face begging me to take them.  Yet I still have to gather all my thoughts co’s I’m  almost at wit ends. Works and baby setting is two different world that are both demanding. It feels like I’m torn between two lovers, and while staring at both of them drives me beyond normal.
I hope and pray that I’ll be still able to do it without losing my mind!

Oh my!


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Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Someday

I know someday I'll look back again and say... I have fought, wrestled, and won!
I know someday I will look back again with still tears in my eyes and say "thank you Lord, I've gone through all that!"
I know someday... things will be better.
I know someday God's plan in us will be fulfilled co's it has been revealed and His Name will be glorified among all.
So for now, I hang on, not on the plans and promises of men but on the will of God. So help us Lord!  


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Monday, January 26, 2015

WONDER STRUCK

I was on the first chapter of this book by Margaret Feinberg and indeed wonder struck me.  I cannot help but pause for awhile and asked God to let me experience His wonder once again.  Every page of the book promises a sign that would re-direct us to the one true love of our life.  Part of me actually dream of talking to Margaret face to face about how great God is in our lives.
May Jesus be indeed glorified through her books,

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Monday, January 19, 2015

My favorite

I have witnessed how God glorifies Himself through the lives of His children. There was this young boy that I have known since he was just months old. He was so cute then and yes... I must admit even now. I am one of his biggest fan. He now play as the bassist at our church music team.  Just recently my church worship got to play at a concert and I cannot help it but be proud of that little guy before who is now on his teens play at a big concert. How I wish I could  put pictures to be  click here in here  for everyone to see.
I will remain a big fan and  a proud tita to my pretty boy DanDan.


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Thursday, January 8, 2015

Fasting and Feasting

Life is indeed an up and down cycle. It's either your up or your down. And it's also like my eating habit these days... I fast and feast at the same time. I wonder what my tummy is thinking about me if it has thoughts of its own actually. It must be very upset of me.
I cannot help not to eat specially when I'm hungry co's it feels like I going to die any minute when hunger strikes.
I just hope and pray I 'll learn eating the moderate way.


Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!