Friday, September 28, 2012

Loving my daughter

.. she's dancing like a pro: shaking those booties with hands up stomping feet. Cannot help myself but laugh and enjoy the show. She indeed brought joy to our hearts and made our lives beautiful (thank you Lord!)
We have a praying meeting yesterday and while I'm praying can't help but cry I didn't that as my tears streamed down my cheek by lovely daughter was staring closely at me and probably wondering why mommy is crying and so she came close to my face says ma... and kissed me on my lips and hugged me tight.  Oh the feeling was indescribable. All that I can say is thank you dear Lord for giving me a beautiful loving daughter.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, September 21, 2012

I call.. You answer!

Pondering over things for days now and now thinking how come money (which is the root of all evil if you allow it to control you) has a great part of our daily life. We just can't do anything these days without it. I wonder though what would happen to the world if we omit money in our needs.

It one thing that causes me stress and distress. Everywhere I go, everything I see and worst of all even in my mind there's money involve. Most of the time I feel guilty because I have some and other's don't have any... and I keep the few I have and I'm so afraid of sharing it with the thought that I too needs it. SO selfish (money is making me self centered)! All I see is my need of it and the desire of getting it in any form is soo intense (scary!).

But... what's in my heart do is... I want to help other people too... those who cannot help themselves and could not do anymore to earn it. Sometimes.. I want to sell all the that I have and give it to the needy or buy things. Just saw on the news about deaf people and wish I could buy them hearing aid so that they could hear the loudness of their surroundings, wished I'm reading hearing aid reviews for the preparation of the buy. But these is all wish list... co's to some I'm just like some poor fellow that needs their grace. SO sad... that I can't do more... than just wishful thinking!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Why are you so downcast oh my soul?

...remember and meditate on this... oh my soul!

Psalm 1

1 Blessed is the one
    who does not walk in step with the wicked
or stand in the way that sinners take
    or sit in the company of mockers,
2 but whose delight is in the law of the Lord,
    and who meditates on his law day and night.
3 That person is like a tree planted by streams of water,
    which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither—
    whatever they do prospers.
4 Not so the wicked!
    They are like chaff
    that the wind blows away.
5 Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment,
    nor sinners in the assembly of the righteous.
6 For the Lord watches over the way of the righteous,
    but the way of the wicked leads to destruction.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, September 14, 2012

Just for laugh

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Thinking of doing scrap book for my baby

I lay awake in bed pondering of things I wish I have the enthusiasm to do like scrap booking. I found myself telling a self-made-of fairy tale last night instead of singing to lull my baby to sleep. And this morning I was thinking that why won't I do a scrapbook for my baby to look and read when she grows older and I grow older older (hahaha). I know in myself that I can do it but I just don't have the drive to do it.

I went to a bookstore with hubby and found myself looking and admiring the paper craft supplies wishing I have an artistic mind and hands so that I can make a beautiful one.  It saddened me to admit that I don't have those creative hands but I can do it in my in mind in just one sitting (hahaha), and that is called day dreaming.

I have the scrapbook with me though that I need to put some pictures and other stuff. It was my friend who made it for us... for our story and she left it it with me when she went back home to Canada to finish it, but sad to say that I haven't done anything with it and when I went to visit her on her place I brought it with me to give it back to her. Then she came to visit me and my family mid this year and brought it back for me again.

Just don't know what to do with it! The scrapbook was about two beautiful princess, a rich and a poor! ( I was the poor one  and she was the rich one).

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, September 10, 2012

Naisip ko lang

Sa tuwing ako'y nakukumusta ng aking kaibigan sa malayo panungkol sa aking pag-iipon para may pambili ako ng tiket sa eroplano patungo sa bayan niya ay.... nai-stress ako. Ang totoo lang. ayoko mag-ipon dahil wala naman akong maiipon. Kung ikumpara natin ang peso sa dolyar ay malaki talaga ang pag-kakaiba para bang "mula Batanes hanggang Hulo or mula silangan hanggang kanluran" ang layo nito. Di ko lang masabi sa kanya na di ko muna ninanais na makapunta diyan sa inyo kung ok lang sa'yo ay ikaw na muna ang pumunta dito dahil alam ko naman na mas may kakayanan ka.
Di ko naman din inaalis na sa pagkakaibigan ay dapat talagang may bigay ng "effort" pero sana naman ay di mo iisipin na di ko ginagawa yan sapagkat "I'm trying", pero alam kong di sapat. Ang pagkakaalam ko kasi sa pagkakaibigan ay mag pagbibigayan at pag-uunawaan. Kung pipilitin mo ako ay nakakalungkot naman dahil pipilitin ko din sigurong pagbigyan ka pero pagkatapos niyan ay baka kalimutan na muna kita.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!