Friday, August 31, 2012

Minsan...

...dahil sa masyado akong magastos and madami pa akong nakalinya at nakaplano na pagkakagastusan ay naiisip ko na ako kaya ang feeling na may trabaho na malaking sweldu.  Yung tipong gusto mo na ang work mo malaki pa ang tatanggap mo kinsenas-katapusan. Pero pag naiisip ko naman na hindi yon talaga ang pagkatawag ko ay napapahinto ako ng pag-iisip at dun ko naaalala si Lord.
...pag-naiisip ko naman na magraise ng support ay natitigilan din ako, ayaw ko kasi maging pabigat sa ibang tao, ayaw kong lagyan ng pera ang pakikipagkaibigan ko. Gusto kong kaibigan ko sila na walang "string attached". Gusto kong maging malaya sa harapan nila. Ayaw kong maramdaman na kaawa-awa ako sa harapan nila.
...sabi ko nga sa Lord. "Lord ayoko mag-raise ng support, pwede bang ikaw nalang ang kumausap sa kanila na maiisip nila ako/kami sa gitna ng kanilang kasaganaan at magbigay sila sa amin dahil sa mahal ka nila at di dahil naawa sila sa amin". Alam ko na sinagot na kami  ng Lord sa panalangin naming ito at patuloy na sinasagot bagama't di namin nakikita at natatanggap pa ang ilan sa mga ito.

I have to remind myself daily that the Lord is good and in His abundance... he gives.
Glory to God!






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Sunday, August 26, 2012

We might not goin' :)

Hubby and I were kinda having a brain storming session the other night concerning our trip to Bangkok in October (we thought of joining our missions organization prayer conference). We thought of going with friends and doing sides trips too to other neighboring countries.
As we look on the "trip projected expenses" and adding it on our "monthly expenses" then comparing it to our "monthly earnings" hubby decided that we are not going anymore. He said we can't afford it! We'll just go somewhere next time when things are not tight. Actually, I've been to Bangkok twice already and hubby been there once, but, going there with friends is another story. Oh... I love going somewhere with friends, especially exploring the world and enjoying every country's best coffee. hahaha.

But... this time I'll just stay behind and wish I'm with them.

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Wednesday, August 22, 2012

...why are you downcast oh my soul?..

Battling with some personal issues. 
Yet, the Lord has again reminded that He is able.
It's just the waiting that is painful and unbearable.



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Thursday, August 16, 2012

Tools for toots

Our motorbike headlight is not doing good, in fact it has been off for several days. I've been telling hubby to bring to the motor shop to get it done but hubby just refuse to, he said he can do it himself if he has the tools, but the thing is... we don't have tools for it. He needs to go to friends to borrow but our house is just far from friends.

I've been telling him though to get some tools we need at the house at the store, but every time we saw one hubby has an excuse of not getting it. I just hope that next time we visit some tools store he would be able to get any tools even a coilhose pneumatics tools co'z sure enough we'll be needing one someday some how.

Guys reasoning is sometimes hard to understand. Whew!




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Just some humor :)



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Keep on looking

Sister in-law came home last night with a general merchandise brochure. Well, knowing me, I can't help myself but looked at it as if I'm really buying some stuff for home soon. I looked on the mattresses and bed frames and how much they costs. I love to think that hubby will be buying a new bed for us when we move to the house.

My eyes were also glued on the couches, tables and chairs. I told hubby that we need to replace the couch co'z our recent one is already saggy. We also need a new table and chairs. Honestly since we moved with the in-laws I have rare time sitting at the table when we ate (they occupy it), so I sit on the couch. Well, some  tv stands did not miss my eyes too. I can't help but imagine those stuff already set-up in my new house.

I may a little materialistic here, but all desires I lift up to the God co'z there is no way I can have it without his blessings.

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Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Still Thinking?

The sun has come out finally after days and days of hiding. many Filipinos suffered from the flooding. Some lost not only a home and a living but also loved ones. Most people I know thought that God is cruel or something and these makes me sad. I can't blame them co'z if I'm on their shoes I might feel the same or worst.  But God is not cruel. He's loving and caring. All that we need to do is trust that He is in full control of everything and that He has great plans.

During these days I know a lot of people are thinking about their insurances. or probably some are getting already, or maybe others are thinking of what to get and or comparing about term vs universal life insurance. Either or, I don't care as long as they get insurance for future purposes. If I only has the money for it, I would definitely get one of each member of my family. :)



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Wednesday, August 8, 2012

I just don't know

There are loads of things going on my mind. Sometimes I wish that time would just pass by so quick so that I won't think of it.
Family sucks most of the time, but they do give extra joy sometimes.
I have this love and hate feeling about my family (my dad's side). In fairness... I love them all like know other.


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Friday, August 3, 2012

True

So true. I could never open my Bible nor think of opening it when I know I did something that Jesus won't agree me doing. It would take several days for me to open my Bible until such time when I realized that there's no point in running away.



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My friend's kitchen

I was with my friend's house yesterday, I visited inspite of my sickness thinking I will get a ginger soup and a massage. I did not get the massage though but have eaten more food which is good for me specially that I haven't eaten that much for the past few days. This sickness just made lost appetite.

Aside from the soup that my friend made, we also baked a cake (well, it was actually a ready to bake cake), but still, it was our first time and it turns out just fine (deliciouso!).  Then again... being friends and in the kitchen, we just can't help of thinking and talking about the kitchen things that we plan to buy, and yes, it includes a quality utility knife or a set of knives. I do have one already, it was a gift from our wedding.

I still have loads of kitchen wares that I haven't use yet and it still with hubby's keeping.


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Sick since four days ago

I hate being sick and I know everyone is, but what I hate the most is when I am sick, then my baby got, and then hubby too. I thought at first that being sick means I'll be able to just lay down in bed and do nothing what surprises me is... I still need to do things co'z no one will.

So now, my back feels numb and coughs+colds is not leaving me no matter how I shoos them.
So sad :(

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Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Look what you did Gener

...you are so kakaka-asar!..




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