There's a lot of questions in our mind and only you could answer all these. Yet the big question is how, and if time comes that there is an opportunity to laid down the questions will you be willing to laid down honest answers as well? I doubt!
Sigh! in fact... deep sigh! I may not a blood related to you but being just a daughter in-law doesn't mean I don't care, I care a lot actually co'z seeing your children wondering... is really a hard thing. They may smile at you when you come home but behind such smiles are questions need to be answered with no one but you.
(a card greeting made by Lara, wish you could see this)
Actually if you just promise to come home on a regular basis I might have bought you a present a pandora bracelet not personally for you though because this is a girl thing but for you to give to mom as a peace offering. But I don't any material thing could make you come home and be a regular Dad to your children because as mom said you've been like this even before hubby came to life.
Well don't get mad if you happen to read this post (even though I know that there is negative zero probability) but still, I just want you to know that this is just a personal opinion of mine which don't matter to you.
I wish you good health and good life though!
Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!