Friday, December 21, 2012

Celebrity Homemakers

I ma watching right now a favorite cooking show. I love to know how celebrities being a homemaker celebrity at their homes too. I just realized that  they too are human... only famous. hahaha.

It's a no shocking thing to me though to know that they also cook and get their hands dirtied. For sure they too goes to shopping centers to get some spandex tablecloths for their tables.  I myself will definitely get one for my table in the coming days.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Low :(

Here in my bed lying down facebooking and blogging.
The truth is... I am not feeling good today. (May nangako kasi... tapos di naman tinupad ang pangako. kagaya lang ng dati. haisst! bakit kaya siya ganon. tatanung-tanong..nung sinagot ko ay di na nag-reply. hay! di na talaga ako natuto sa'yo).

I just praise God that I have my hubbiness and my adorable little girl.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Might buy an oke

My sister-in-law videoke is broken and even though they want to do some singing in the house, they can't do it anymore co's there's none and they don't want to buy a new one. It's also very expensive to rent a videoke, it cost 500pesos a day.

I am actually thinking of getting one for hubby next year, I might look at to see some quality stuff here.  For sure my friends would be happy to come over my house for the karaoke thing. I remember one time singing sad songs with  my friends.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

His eyes are on the sparrow

....and His arms it comforts me!

I just remember this song, and I am singing it but I forget the lyrics.  Anyhow, I have danced this songs with  a friend probably nine years ago. I still remember how the church cries to the Lord listening to the songs actually not because their watching us dance. hahahaha.

The Lord is really good!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

.. laughing at myself...

...I was not of myself these past years, ...months, ...weeks, ... and days for some people. I was quite a little indifferent with them, and I haven't seen nor wanted to see them for a long time too... until recently.

I thought I would never care to say hi to them until I saw them and the of me... came and went out to them and say hi. I can't believe of myself that even though how annoyed and irritated I was with them when they say hi back to me... "all the walls I have built up... crushed down!"

Well... this is really me.. no matter how I dislike the person when that person somehow do me good... then I treasure him/her, and I just cannot help myself but be nice to them.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, December 11, 2012


I was at a friends house today. As I was lying down on their bed because I was trying to put to sleep a one year old baby whose already up since 4 a.m. this morning. Since she doesn't want to sleep I cannot help but lay down myself on that comfy bed out of frustration. then I saw their drawer organizer and think that that one is good to organize some of our stuff.. specially that of hubby.

I might also look of some drawer organizer here to see if I can find something but I know for sure that these all are good stuff. I might also tell hubby to look here as well.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, December 7, 2012

It's 3am..

..and I'm still up.  I was watching "bubble gang" show on tv when I doze off, so eventually it was on the whole time while I was asleep. Then for some reason I got awakened by something at 2am and found my little girl watching tv.

I turned off the tv and give her milk to make her go back to sleep again which she did, but I was left awake myself co's I cannot find sleep again. I have weird thoughts about death and other things, and that thoughts is not helping me going back to bed at all. Whoah!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Some thoughts

I am hoping to get back to work second month this coming year, and I am hoping of minimum wage too. I just hope and pray that I'll get all that I wish for next year. I don't know though if I'll be all alone in the new office and will be taking two positions (a secretary and a financial manager) the latter was actually the designated position for me  but since the eyed secretary is still busy with school reason that if she won't accept the job I'll be working for the two job first until a secretary will come.

Definitely I'll be needing this Letterhead Design apps to put on my computer for the company usage.  How I wish though that I have this design eight years ago while I was the secretary of my church.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Crippled without you

Alone again with a very energetic one year old.
I'm not complaining but just putting into words what I feel.
I want to do a lot of things but yet I can't co's there's no you :(.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, November 29, 2012


I worked as a call agent of a insurance company which was based in the US. My boos would me early in the morning there in his place was it midnight here in my place. At first I thought I will like it, but when I've got to talked to American people and they sometimes could tell that I'm Americans... there start my trouble and disliking the job and so I quit.

I this a system like this was the system used by my boss reason I could call people there even though I lived and called here. I mean a system that will help you ring a phone wherever and wherever you are. You can check this out  at for wireless pos system. This is really good for those who has business in several places and the only means to monitor their business is through phone calls. So this may help them a lot.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

I miss Grandma today!

I participated a discussion on mylot awhile ago about "thought on suicide".  The topic got my interest reason I commented. As I was writing my mind brought me back when I was younger and thought of committing suicide because grandma won't buy me a new CAT uniform.

I just cannot help but miss my loving grandma and she's the best grandma ever!
Wish she's still alive and for sure she'll be with me.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, November 16, 2012

Hubby is home :))

Hubby is home and yet he's busy still. He's upstairs preparing for his preaching for tomorrow at our small church.  So even though he is home, I am still left alone taking care of my energetic one. I'm not complaining co's I'm loving it but I just needed someone to help me sometimes. :)

I know for sure that He misses his most beloved guitar playing, band practice and singing. Playing lead guitar is one best thing that hubby is good in doing. He's is very careful of his guitar and other guitar gadgets. If only he has a Proline Stands he won't be worried leaving behind his guitar on the stage after a break specially when another band is playing.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Psalms 23

The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not be in want
He makes me lie down in green pasture
He leads me besides quite waters
He restores my soul
He guides me in path of righteousness for His Name sake
He restores my soul
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I will fear no evil for You are with me
Your rod and your staff, they comfort me
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies
You anoint my head with oil, my cup overflows
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever!

What a beautiful promise the Lord has for me and also for you!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, November 13, 2012


I am still not losing hope that someday I'll be able to put a coffee shop near my place. Sister in law fiance' knows how to make the cream that is being put on top of a yummy coffee. He showed how to it and it made me want to pursue my coffee shop someday...someday!

How I really wish someone would ask me to invest money on his/her business. Then I get my money back with interest while I don't do anything for it. My cousin has a small business though it's  custom designs for t-shirts, they just do t-shirt printing unlike customsigns from where they do all. No matter  how small my cousin business is I am still proud of him, he's a young businessman. :)

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Is here mylotting!

I know only few people would understand what really am I doing. hahaha. For sure those who read this would wonder what mylot is all about. Anyways, I'm not telling here as well, I know that it is permissible to do so but I just want to keep it secret. hahaha.

I miss blogging, specially paid link blogging. I haven't got any from my favorite earning site for several weeks now, but I'm not losing hope anyway. I know time will come that I would get some again. I'll just wait though waiting is crazy.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, October 29, 2012

Walking around

I was on a mall yesterday hoping to trade my samsung wave 525 to an iphone 3gs. I was ready to let go of my phone because I want a phone where I can download chikka application. But to my dismay the value of my cellphone is too low.. very low. Goodness... it made me almost cry co's I got my cellphone at 8k and they just getting it at 1.5k.  I cannot stand looking and listening at hubby bargaining.

So I stand in some place an did not accompany hubby in going around asking. As I was standing there I saw the pretty lady standing besides her booth waiting for someone to go look and see her products. part would like to look and smell her perfume but I did not co's I don't want her to hope that I might buy co's I don't have the money for it.

I am actually am thinking to try a cologne from for nautica cologne. I don't know though if I had tried this before because I think I had or probably hubby or one of my uncles. Hope I gonna buy one for hubby in the days ahead. :))

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tired today

I'm with this status:  the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.
Yup! I want to do a lot of things today but my body just seems doesn't want to do anything, too lazy to get up. arrgghh!

I want to do jumping jack (hahaha. wish me luck!) But what  I really wanna do is do the laundry by hand wash to tone my muscles. (joke)

I'm ashamed of myself being lazy today because I know some of my friends are out there working in the office and to think... we did same thing last night.

Anyway... happy Tuesday everyone.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Do I need a knife?

I visited my friend the other day to see his new painted house. She told me the past few weeks that she was very busy co's she painted her house. I got curious because she got moved in and her house is still new? I found out though that what she meant was she created a boarder and that's what's she's painting about.

My friend is living alone with her mother in her house co's her husband is working abroad. Hubby's heart goes out with her when he saw her painting. Hubby told me that he feel sorry for her and that not having a guy in the house is quite not easy. Then hubby promised me that he'll never leave me... so adorable of him to promise me that. hahaha.

My friend is girly girly type of person but now she learn how to do the works of men, and she even told me where to buy quality cheap tools. She told me to buy one so that we have something we can use at home. Then I think I'll be needing a retractable knife to cut things such as electrical tapes and other things that concerns repairs. I'm getting some ideas from her. I might be telling hubby that we go to that store that friend told me about.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Riding together in the rain?

Hubby and I will be going somewhere today. We will be riding in our motorcycle for two ours, and it will be just the two of us. I just hope it won't rain or else we will be soaking wet again. It happen to us before though, coming hoe from the office with a rain too hard.
Praise God co's He protected us from all sickness and harm that time.

Hope you guys will have a great day ahead! God bless!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Out of Town Worship Concert

Hubby and his band Selah will be going out of town this November for a worship concert with a bunch of intercessors (prayers warriors) from a mission organizations that partner with churches all over the Philippines . They will probably staying down South for two nights and three days for sure.

Hubby and his band will be forever delighted to see and own a good korg nanokontrol where they can use for their concerts. The band is all fan of anything gadgets special music instruments gadgets. My beloved would be very happy to visit such sites whenever he's online to see what's new for his guitar. lol!

I am a bit sad too co's I won't be able to go with hubby and friends to that out of town trip co's financially wise we're not able then there's our baby and typhoons. I probably just do so much online thing when hubby is gone. But for sure I'll in so much sadness again :((.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Thinking of ways..

This picture below I found from facebook. I post it here so that I won't forget about it. I am actually thinking of doing my daughter's room just like in the picture, probably not same thing but the idea is there. There won't be any double deck but cabinets on the side would be part of my baby's room.

I would like to do a floating book shelves also reason I posted in here the other picture.

I just hope I'll be able to do this on my house. hahaha.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, October 12, 2012

Why... ooh..why! (feeling immature here)

Nakaka-asar yung feeling na yung taong medyo kinaaasaran mo ay nagsasabi ng maganda para sau pero di mo maramdaman yung sincerity ng sinasabi niya. hahahaha. Nakaka-asar kasi alam mong ikaw lang din ang talo eh. Hay... naku bakit ngayon pa ako nagkakaganito... feeling ko noon ay okay naman kami... pero bakit ngayon parang di na.

Pero cge lang... may hangganan din ang lahat ng nararamdaman kung ito. Ngayon sarili ko na ang kinaaasaran ko. grrr!

So help me GOd... conquer this negative feeling of mine that I may glorify your Name!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Is full

..but is sitting down, and now is lying down but still typing. I want to get my job done so that I could still answer to some comments from my discussion at mylot. I don't actually get paid or earn that much there but I just thinking at least I earn may not it be that much at least earning.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, October 8, 2012


The Lord is indeed our only source of peace and strength.
It's only in Him we could fully put our hope and trust!
Praise YOU dear Lord!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Sunday, October 7, 2012

For them

I was with friends twice a week last week and being with them is a refreshing feeling. We haven't been together for a while because most of us has busy schedules because of work and some lives far reason why we seldom meet. Oh, I miss the laughter, giggling's, talks and jokes.

I am just thankful that my friends are wholesome people (I mean they are good one), they don't drink, smoke and do other not good stuff. If we do smoke we might be the first in line at cao cigars for sale  to get good deals.  Well, all I could just say to those who smoke to do it moderately. We need to take care of ourselves because no one would do it but just us... the beholder.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

My who body seems need a massage and I need money for it.
Feeling like going to the mall but then I need some cash for it.
My taste buds seems craving for some good, tasty and creamy coffee of course I need money for it again.
Thinking of our small church huge expenses makes me feel dizzy and a bit worried and definitely I need a cash and I hope someone would donate some huge cash to the church.
I also has loads of  family and personal financial issues and all these things made come to the Lord and pray!

Please Lord come quickly.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Travel to Lancaster-P.

Traveling is an expensive hobby of mine that I cannot just ignore. It's like an addiction that my body and mind agrees to do. Staying here at house is both relaxing and as well boring thing to do. So since my friend is just twenty minutes motorbike ride away, I always asked hubby to drop me and our daughter there before he goes work. Oh! riding on the bike without helmet on is the best time for me for I can feel the country breeze in my face and all over my body. I don't wear helmet on co's we drive not in the highway where there are lots of vehicles, but in this road, we sometimes traveled alone (I mean just us).

I would love to visit the States and I really wish that sometimes next year we'll be able to get a multiple visa. Thinking of visiting my friends who live there brought indescribable joy- how much more if it's really real that we're going, I probably would be speechless until I come home. Our friend who actually live in Georgia told us that they will tour us around when we get there and of course I am super excited to see and stay at any Lancaster PA hotels (hoping they'll bring us there). If I have more money to spend I would love to travel at every State in America, then I will travel all over Europe, come home for awhile then travel all over Canada! This is one reason that hubby and I don't get discourage in applying visa even though we usually get denied. Well, who knows the next time we apply we'll be able to have it.

I told ya, I really really love to travel. I like to stays at hotels experience best food and explore the place. In God's time I know my hearts desire will be granted! In God's time!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, September 28, 2012

Loving my daughter

.. she's dancing like a pro: shaking those booties with hands up stomping feet. Cannot help myself but laugh and enjoy the show. She indeed brought joy to our hearts and made our lives beautiful (thank you Lord!)
We have a praying meeting yesterday and while I'm praying can't help but cry I didn't that as my tears streamed down my cheek by lovely daughter was staring closely at me and probably wondering why mommy is crying and so she came close to my face says ma... and kissed me on my lips and hugged me tight.  Oh the feeling was indescribable. All that I can say is thank you dear Lord for giving me a beautiful loving daughter.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, September 21, 2012

I call.. You answer!

Pondering over things for days now and now thinking how come money (which is the root of all evil if you allow it to control you) has a great part of our daily life. We just can't do anything these days without it. I wonder though what would happen to the world if we omit money in our needs.

It one thing that causes me stress and distress. Everywhere I go, everything I see and worst of all even in my mind there's money involve. Most of the time I feel guilty because I have some and other's don't have any... and I keep the few I have and I'm so afraid of sharing it with the thought that I too needs it. SO selfish (money is making me self centered)! All I see is my need of it and the desire of getting it in any form is soo intense (scary!).

But... what's in my heart do is... I want to help other people too... those who cannot help themselves and could not do anymore to earn it. Sometimes.. I want to sell all the that I have and give it to the needy or buy things. Just saw on the news about deaf people and wish I could buy them hearing aid so that they could hear the loudness of their surroundings, wished I'm reading hearing aid reviews for the preparation of the buy. But these is all wish list... co's to some I'm just like some poor fellow that needs their grace. SO sad... that I can't do more... than just wishful thinking!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Why are you so downcast oh my soul?

...remember and meditate on this... oh my soul!

Psalm 1

1 Blessed is the one
    who does not walk in step with the wicked
or stand in the way that sinners take
    or sit in the company of mockers,
2 but whose delight is in the law of the Lord,
    and who meditates on his law day and night.
3 That person is like a tree planted by streams of water,
    which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither—
    whatever they do prospers.
4 Not so the wicked!
    They are like chaff
    that the wind blows away.
5 Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment,
    nor sinners in the assembly of the righteous.
6 For the Lord watches over the way of the righteous,
    but the way of the wicked leads to destruction.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, September 14, 2012

Just for laugh

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Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Thinking of doing scrap book for my baby

I lay awake in bed pondering of things I wish I have the enthusiasm to do like scrap booking. I found myself telling a self-made-of fairy tale last night instead of singing to lull my baby to sleep. And this morning I was thinking that why won't I do a scrapbook for my baby to look and read when she grows older and I grow older older (hahaha). I know in myself that I can do it but I just don't have the drive to do it.

I went to a bookstore with hubby and found myself looking and admiring the paper craft supplies wishing I have an artistic mind and hands so that I can make a beautiful one.  It saddened me to admit that I don't have those creative hands but I can do it in my in mind in just one sitting (hahaha), and that is called day dreaming.

I have the scrapbook with me though that I need to put some pictures and other stuff. It was my friend who made it for us... for our story and she left it it with me when she went back home to Canada to finish it, but sad to say that I haven't done anything with it and when I went to visit her on her place I brought it with me to give it back to her. Then she came to visit me and my family mid this year and brought it back for me again.

Just don't know what to do with it! The scrapbook was about two beautiful princess, a rich and a poor! ( I was the poor one  and she was the rich one).

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, September 10, 2012

Naisip ko lang

Sa tuwing ako'y nakukumusta ng aking kaibigan sa malayo panungkol sa aking pag-iipon para may pambili ako ng tiket sa eroplano patungo sa bayan niya ay.... nai-stress ako. Ang totoo lang. ayoko mag-ipon dahil wala naman akong maiipon. Kung ikumpara natin ang peso sa dolyar ay malaki talaga ang pag-kakaiba para bang "mula Batanes hanggang Hulo or mula silangan hanggang kanluran" ang layo nito. Di ko lang masabi sa kanya na di ko muna ninanais na makapunta diyan sa inyo kung ok lang sa'yo ay ikaw na muna ang pumunta dito dahil alam ko naman na mas may kakayanan ka.
Di ko naman din inaalis na sa pagkakaibigan ay dapat talagang may bigay ng "effort" pero sana naman ay di mo iisipin na di ko ginagawa yan sapagkat "I'm trying", pero alam kong di sapat. Ang pagkakaalam ko kasi sa pagkakaibigan ay mag pagbibigayan at pag-uunawaan. Kung pipilitin mo ako ay nakakalungkot naman dahil pipilitin ko din sigurong pagbigyan ka pero pagkatapos niyan ay baka kalimutan na muna kita.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, August 31, 2012


...dahil sa masyado akong magastos and madami pa akong nakalinya at nakaplano na pagkakagastusan ay naiisip ko na ako kaya ang feeling na may trabaho na malaking sweldu.  Yung tipong gusto mo na ang work mo malaki pa ang tatanggap mo kinsenas-katapusan. Pero pag naiisip ko naman na hindi yon talaga ang pagkatawag ko ay napapahinto ako ng pag-iisip at dun ko naaalala si Lord.
...pag-naiisip ko naman na magraise ng support ay natitigilan din ako, ayaw ko kasi maging pabigat sa ibang tao, ayaw kong lagyan ng pera ang pakikipagkaibigan ko. Gusto kong kaibigan ko sila na walang "string attached". Gusto kong maging malaya sa harapan nila. Ayaw kong maramdaman na kaawa-awa ako sa harapan nila.
...sabi ko nga sa Lord. "Lord ayoko mag-raise ng support, pwede bang ikaw nalang ang kumausap sa kanila na maiisip nila ako/kami sa gitna ng kanilang kasaganaan at magbigay sila sa amin dahil sa mahal ka nila at di dahil naawa sila sa amin". Alam ko na sinagot na kami  ng Lord sa panalangin naming ito at patuloy na sinasagot bagama't di namin nakikita at natatanggap pa ang ilan sa mga ito.

I have to remind myself daily that the Lord is good and in His abundance... he gives.
Glory to God!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Sunday, August 26, 2012

We might not goin' :)

Hubby and I were kinda having a brain storming session the other night concerning our trip to Bangkok in October (we thought of joining our missions organization prayer conference). We thought of going with friends and doing sides trips too to other neighboring countries.
As we look on the "trip projected expenses" and adding it on our "monthly expenses" then comparing it to our "monthly earnings" hubby decided that we are not going anymore. He said we can't afford it! We'll just go somewhere next time when things are not tight. Actually, I've been to Bangkok twice already and hubby been there once, but, going there with friends is another story. Oh... I love going somewhere with friends, especially exploring the world and enjoying every country's best coffee. hahaha.

But... this time I'll just stay behind and wish I'm with them.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

...why are you downcast oh my soul?..

Battling with some personal issues. 
Yet, the Lord has again reminded that He is able.
It's just the waiting that is painful and unbearable.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Tools for toots

Our motorbike headlight is not doing good, in fact it has been off for several days. I've been telling hubby to bring to the motor shop to get it done but hubby just refuse to, he said he can do it himself if he has the tools, but the thing is... we don't have tools for it. He needs to go to friends to borrow but our house is just far from friends.

I've been telling him though to get some tools we need at the house at the store, but every time we saw one hubby has an excuse of not getting it. I just hope that next time we visit some tools store he would be able to get any tools even a coilhose pneumatics tools co'z sure enough we'll be needing one someday some how.

Guys reasoning is sometimes hard to understand. Whew!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Just some humor :)

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Keep on looking

Sister in-law came home last night with a general merchandise brochure. Well, knowing me, I can't help myself but looked at it as if I'm really buying some stuff for home soon. I looked on the mattresses and bed frames and how much they costs. I love to think that hubby will be buying a new bed for us when we move to the house.

My eyes were also glued on the couches, tables and chairs. I told hubby that we need to replace the couch co'z our recent one is already saggy. We also need a new table and chairs. Honestly since we moved with the in-laws I have rare time sitting at the table when we ate (they occupy it), so I sit on the couch. Well, some  tv stands did not miss my eyes too. I can't help but imagine those stuff already set-up in my new house.

I may a little materialistic here, but all desires I lift up to the God co'z there is no way I can have it without his blessings.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Still Thinking?

The sun has come out finally after days and days of hiding. many Filipinos suffered from the flooding. Some lost not only a home and a living but also loved ones. Most people I know thought that God is cruel or something and these makes me sad. I can't blame them co'z if I'm on their shoes I might feel the same or worst.  But God is not cruel. He's loving and caring. All that we need to do is trust that He is in full control of everything and that He has great plans.

During these days I know a lot of people are thinking about their insurances. or probably some are getting already, or maybe others are thinking of what to get and or comparing about term vs universal life insurance. Either or, I don't care as long as they get insurance for future purposes. If I only has the money for it, I would definitely get one of each member of my family. :)

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

I just don't know

There are loads of things going on my mind. Sometimes I wish that time would just pass by so quick so that I won't think of it.
Family sucks most of the time, but they do give extra joy sometimes.
I have this love and hate feeling about my family (my dad's side). In fairness... I love them all like know other.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, August 3, 2012


So true. I could never open my Bible nor think of opening it when I know I did something that Jesus won't agree me doing. It would take several days for me to open my Bible until such time when I realized that there's no point in running away.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

My friend's kitchen

I was with my friend's house yesterday, I visited inspite of my sickness thinking I will get a ginger soup and a massage. I did not get the massage though but have eaten more food which is good for me specially that I haven't eaten that much for the past few days. This sickness just made lost appetite.

Aside from the soup that my friend made, we also baked a cake (well, it was actually a ready to bake cake), but still, it was our first time and it turns out just fine (deliciouso!).  Then again... being friends and in the kitchen, we just can't help of thinking and talking about the kitchen things that we plan to buy, and yes, it includes a quality utility knife or a set of knives. I do have one already, it was a gift from our wedding.

I still have loads of kitchen wares that I haven't use yet and it still with hubby's keeping.

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Sick since four days ago

I hate being sick and I know everyone is, but what I hate the most is when I am sick, then my baby got, and then hubby too. I thought at first that being sick means I'll be able to just lay down in bed and do nothing what surprises me is... I still need to do things co'z no one will.

So now, my back feels numb and coughs+colds is not leaving me no matter how I shoos them.
So sad :(

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Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Look what you did Gener are so kakaka-asar!..

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Wednesday, July 25, 2012


Sometimes all I wanna do it zip my lips and cover my ears specially when mom yells at hubby's younger siblings for things they do that make her mad. I could tell that the youngest gets most of the yelling because he asked more money and spend more money as well at the computer shop. I do give them some cash sometimes but I seldom give to the youngest co'z I know that he will just go to the shop directly and spend it all there.

If mom-in-law could only afford to get his younger children a prepaid debit cards for kids I would suggest her to get this, at least with this one she could track down their spending's. I think that this is a very smart way of giving my children (though I only have one today, but I'm hoping for more. Lol!) freedom to as well as responsibility to get what they want, but I still have the last say.

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When God..

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Data backup

Hubby has a laptop and I have netbook both contains of treasured photos and important files. Hubby and I both work as a bookkeeper, and just recently again... we we're trusted to do the same thing at our church. These just means that we really keeping a lot of files and we really need some date back up or at least a secure data recovery if in case something happen with our computer knowing there's loads of virus that could crashed files.

I hope though that our files will intact till the last breath of our computers. lol!

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A good reminder

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Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Just thinking

During my baby's first birthday I invited of course my closest friend co'z I cannot invite all of them so I choose a few. Those people I got involved up to the moment, people who knew my family even to the present time. Well, the worst part in planing a budget party is the guest part because all you wanna do is invite people but when the list exceeds, it's makes you feel sad taking them out, and of course who tell them how many person you reserved for them.

But alas, some of my guest just don't understand that point co'z they brought extra people with them. I understand though if they brought with them their nanny whose in uniform I don't care though specially if they wear white swan scrubs as long as they won't exceed my guest list or else my budget would go up and it would never made hubby happy. :D

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My baby Bot

Striking a pose for her tita. 
Ooh, looking at her picture just made me love her more.
I love being a mom!

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Kitchen stuff

Just recently my best friend from Canada for my baby's first b-day. It's not that she has loads of my that anytime I have special occasions she could fly right away, no... of course not, she did lots of work too just to get save some bucks for her Philippine trip.

It happens as well that it's only not my baby Ziah birthday but also mine. So, instead of buying Ziah clothes and toys she instead bought us a electric oven, and that is a birthday gift to both of us. I could actually tell her to get some kitchen stuff at any vitamix for better quality.

I am actually thinking of selling this gift!.... of course... it's a joke. hahaha

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This is a very beautiful painting of my friend Robynn Olson who live in Saskatchewan, Canada. If you happen to live close and would like to see her works you may see her there or see this contact details below.

Add a classy gold and copper touch to your house with this multi-media painting! $140 and it's yours (or give me an offer). Message or text me at 220-9493 or pop into the Starbucks on Broadway to check it out! [Dimensions are 29"x25"]

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Wishing for a car

I have many wishes in life that God alone knows, and one of the many is having a car. Going to places on a rainy made me soo wish that we own one specially when we brought our baby with us. We actually had a dream car it is a mini van and has eight person capacity. My friends and some other people may not like it but hubby and I like it very much.

I pray though that God will grant us the money to buy the car in his own special way co'z I could not think of anyway to have such much money. Whenever we'll have a car for sure hubby will buy a seat cover even though it's not a seat covers for ford f150. Well, if God will give us a ford we'll definitely put this kind of seat cover.

Wishing for a car so bad :(

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Monday, July 23, 2012


Some facts about tomatoes. I actually read from yahoo news about some benefits of tomatoes specially when it comes to beauty and aging. It happens also that I saw this pictures below from my facebook page.

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Sunday, July 22, 2012

At home

I'm home, sick and tired. I have teary eyes from colds and I have dry coughs. I don't complain much about how I'm feeling right now co'z people are really infected with this kind of flu's specially when the weather is like this and I'm always out of the house. I am just thankful that my baby don't have what I have her immune system is stronger than mine.

Well, inspite of these terrible weather we have here in the Phils. I still have outdoor activities. haha. What I mean is, I have an out of the house schedule. It seems that though it's stormy outside I'm still somewhere doing nothing co'z my schedule activity was being canceled and I on the other hand got stranded somewhere because of the hard pouring rain and flooded streets.

I really wish I have a car that has gps and wish I know about  gps fleet management too so that with situation like this... I worry less.

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Saturday, July 21, 2012

A distant love affair

Is also known as a long distance love affair. There's no really difference with this two only the grammar formation but the feeling is all the same... cold, lonely and away.

I was at my friends house the other day and I brought with me my electronic notebook or in other name "netbook". I don't really have to brought it with me if I don't want to co'z there's nothing for me to use it for there but since I know that my friend has no laptop this time co'z hers was with her seaman husband reason I brought mine so that she could use it to go skype with him.

She needs though to visit to a laptops store to buy one so that she doesn't to wait for someone to lend her one . She needed it to talk to her beloved hubby who is working faraway. I know it's not easy for them to be away from each other but since work calls for it... there's nothing they can do.

I hope and pray that time will come that they'll able to save enough money for a business thing so that my friend hubby don't have to go away just to earn some bucks.

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Tuesday, July 17, 2012


My three other blogs is about to expire and actually it has expired already and my domain host sends  me twice it's payments term. My problem is my paypal is zero balance and hubby is out so I cannot give our credit card co'z its with him. I worried that they will cut it before I can send my payment.
I really hope they will still give me more time to settle my accounts.

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Monday, July 9, 2012

Sweat day. :)

I was with my friend house blessing yesterday afternoon. I just don't know why I sweat easily and a lot... probably because I'm in the plus size side I think. My friend has only two electric fan for twenty people, goodness! I don't know what to do and where to put myself to get some breeze to cool down myself, and following my baby girl who loves to do just anything and love to walk around just doesn't help at all. I wish they have at least four electric fans and one ceiling fan and it would more fabulous if it's casablanca ceiling fan to every room. haha! I know my friend would be mad at me telling her to get four fans, because what would she do with it co'z there's only three of them in the house.

Well.. I'm just a friend here who felt soo sweaty yesterday. hahaha.

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Sunday, July 8, 2012

Tools for toots

I was riding on a jeepney yesterday with hubby going to where our friends were waiting for us to give us a ride going to our new Sunday worship place. They arrived at the place first and it made me uneasy thinking they will have to wait for us specially when a heavy traffic was forming. And while I was praying that the traffic will go I was as well looking outside (on the sidewalks). What amuses me was this small shop that has a lot of uniformed little stuff that looks like festools. I really would to buy tools we can use at home whenever we needed one. It's just simply hard not to own one when you badly needed one.

I will definitely encourage hubby to get tools specially now that we live far from friends or church (hard to get help).  :)

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I remember the pins we were  selling at churches whenever we visit one. The proceeds was meant help us pay the expenses we had for doing evangelism concerts. If only we have sponsors like how secular bands gets sponsored of during their concerts, for sure our band will be doing evangelism concerts like no tomorrow. We probably are all over the Philippines singing Christian songs, making it known to people, let people hear godly songs for free. It's just sad to think that no one supports... or probably just a few reasons we stop it for now co'z we have no funds and selling  pins it's just not custom pins though was not enough to cover our expenses.

I am hoping and praying that our SELAH band will indeed get some sponsors, financial sponsors from people who love Jesus.

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Thursday, July 5, 2012 me...

I was thinking of Lara's tuition fee (co'z we need to pay for that soon) this past few days. I was thinking where we would get the money to pay. I have to admit that I'm a bit worried about it co'z for sure hubby would be mad at me again (well, it was my idea to send Lara to school... for God alone knows why!) I am actually making myself ready for what hubby has to say to me about it. If only I'm earning more dollars from my blogs this wouldn't be a problem at all.

As I was pondering about my worries, this quote below came and sure enough I got reminded :). 

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Monday, July 2, 2012

Reading the life of Mother Teresa of Calcutta

Yup, I'm into reading again. It's not a simple lovely story book, but rather a challenging story to read, where sometimes you have to  pause and think of what you just had read.  I just started today and haven't gone that far yet. I am taking it slowly though, one at a time.

The book is very interesting and the life of Mother Teresa quite different as well. I might don't agree with all of what she said, she believed and have done... but I admire how she obeyed her calling and devotion. I'm still on the first part but the book has caused my mind into deep thinking.

What a book... what a life!

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Wednesday, June 27, 2012


This is real friendship: no matter what comes, we are still.. we are. I just hope and pray that our friendship will last a life time. Love.. forgiveness and understanding may abound.
I just love 'em all!

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Friday, June 22, 2012

this is true..

..but sometimes the people we look up to co'z we thought they are of great minds sort of peeps  goes down to where small minds are and talks as if they are still  where in fact they are not of great minds anymore. So sad!

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Friday, June 15, 2012

Looking good and young

I watched this movie with a friend about mother nature, being natural, and looking young. Can't believe in what I saw about how people would do everything just to look young even if it will put their very life or health at risk. People won't care at all as long as they'll get satisfied by the look they want,  so horrifying!

As for me, I am thankful that I don't have the money to pay for all those beauty treatment thing that would make me look young or I may say... a treatment that would make me look twenty even though I'm thirty-five. I'm thankful though that inspite of the advancing technology we have these days. There are still people  who believes in natural beauty treatment such as oil free moisturizer. Actually I found out that olive oil is a good moisturizer and there's loads of benefits you can get from it.

Now I'm a fan of olive oil.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Coffee shop in mind

Friends and I have been planning of putting up a coffee shop business. A place where a coffeeholic peeps like us could just sit down and relax while sipping their favorite coffee. Actually this small business we have have gone bigger... in our mind (lol!). Putting up a business may it small or big is not that easy. A lot of things should be consider like product, location and capital.  So since we have non of the said thing our business is still a plan waiting to be done.

I guess I am not really a business person at all because if I am I probably have one now. I wish I have online business where I could take advantage of  it consultant insurance and its benefits. I'm really amazed on how those people who has small time business online become successful in spite of many competition. All those business theories I studied in college had in a way left me because I can't remember even one of them.

Wish I have studied a different course instead of my business course.

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Monday, June 11, 2012

It's busted

Yes, it's busted and it brought headache and painful eyes sometimes and it's the light bulb in our shower room... so annoying. I told hubby to fix it though but I think he 's too busy to do it. It's not that old but not new too and I think it's philips but I think we need some philips enduraled so that it will last long.

I actually think that it's not only the bulb that has problem but the thing where you put the bulb into (I don't know how that thing called). I wish hubby will find time to fix it soon. I hate dim light shower room or any room at all co'z it hurts my eyes.

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Friday, June 1, 2012

What's Your Story? (Book Review)

What's Your Story?
by: Deanna Kohlhofer

"God doesn't wants us to be shy with his gifts, but bold, loving, and sensible." 2 Timothy 2:7 (The Message)

What's your story? Has anyone asked you that? And have you been reluctant to share because you simply just didn't know how to answer? You are not alone! Would you be surprised if I told you that most people do not know how to articulate their story? It is a sad, true fact my friend. But it does not have to be that way for you. Weather you have been a faithful follower since you were three or you are a new follower---you have  a story!

Reading the book is like thinking and looking back at life while sitting with a friend and talking about it over a mug of a frappuccino. It's like watching my life being played on the skies and seeing God walking besides me all the way  through bad and good times. I will definitely buy one of this book and not only that I would be giving some to friends as gift to pass on the fire in faith! 
Indeed "What's Your Story?" is a must have book!

The author Deanna Kohlhofer is a Christian blogger and writer. You can see more of her works at spotLIGHT316 ministries... very inspiring author!

If you do want to have her book for free all you need to do is follow her blog and FBpage. She is giving 3 copies each for the first 3 commenter and follower.

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Wednesday, May 30, 2012


This is indeed very true, easy to say but very hard to do.
I hope and pray that those who are in this situation will
have the courage to really really put it down and never look at it again
to avoid temptation.

God bless everyone. Happy Thursday to all!

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Sunday, May 27, 2012

Dinner for a Cause: Please support

Proceeds will go to scholars!

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You are not so for me

During my younger years I used to experiment things, I love to explore and mostly suffer the consequence early. Good thing though for all the bad things I've tried to do I never have liked it and friends who does it don't want to influence me that bad as well. When I tried to drink alcohol , I did first become dependent on it but later on I realized I didn't like it all and stop drinking. I also tried smoking but since it felt like it suffocating me I stopped right away.

I'm just thankful that the Lord has spared me for being addicted to those vices and have spared me of possible internal damage and sooner death. I just can't imagine myself going to the mall and stopping at  discount cigar shops to avail the discounts. I probably poorer than I think if I did not stop this thing. May those who are into this would do it gradually to avoid problems.

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Tuesday, May 22, 2012

The poor, the rich, and the needy.

We went to church last Sunday very late, in fact we almost hit benediction when we arrived, and we put all the blame on the slow bus to excuse ourselves. Well, how I wish we have  a car to use to so that we don't have go the commuting ordeals. As you may know, it would take five rides for us to get to our home church and it's the same thing coming back home. (This is me wishing I have cars, big house, and more money in the bank).

It probably took us 30  minutes or more waiting for the bus, but when it finally came, it was loaded with people. We were forced to get in the bus even though we know that we have to stand in the aisle co'z there's no available seat for us. Hubby and I were grateful that we were able to ride the bus. I could tell that hubby was struggling hard to stand straight holding on with the side bar so that he won't fell specially that he was carrying our adorable baby.

I could feel hubby's uneasiness and so I took Ziah (our baby) from him, ignoring the risk that I am standing besides the mini-bus door and if I'm not careful when the driver hit breaks I  might be pushed off the bus. Then as I was trying to hush my crying baby, the guy seated in front of me looked at us with concerns in his eyes and offered his seat for us. Of course I took it and was very thankful. I looked back though and I saw him balancing himself just like I did when I was the one standing up.

As I was sitting comfortably, it made think of the rich people who never experience what I just had experienced. I could tell that the person who just extended the help to me is no rich man an in fact was needing the seat too but since he saw that I needed it the most he it gave it up for me. The act that the man has given me made me thank God that we don't have  a car  and I have given this opportunity of being helped upon. As you should know, I was thinking of how I could be get rich so that I it won't be a hassle for me to do things. I know it wasn't a great thing (the guy did) though but it just struck me to my core that being poor is not a crime at all and in fact it's a blessing.

It just depend on how we look at things.

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Tita B-gel @24

Ooh! how I love the cake. It's so yummycious!
Prompting hubby to buy one today.
how I want it!

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Sunday, May 13, 2012

Like Mother.. like daughter

"When are you coming?"
"On Sunday, why?"
"Because I want to get somethings, make the bed..."
"Oh, Mom," she said.
I felt an echo in me:
I had made the beds just the weeks before on a visit  to my mother's, because of her back.
Always before she had, but now I did, knowing where everything was: I had moved her there.

Looking for recipes of dishes my daughter likes, I found the ones for meals I had made my mother,
in her new kitchen, and put them away like an echo in a drawer.
Reviewing their ways, looking for similarities in their rhythms (there were non);
I weighed them against my need to be alone.

I am related to neither now (their blue eyes are so dissimilar) and yet I am their link.
There are echos back and fort through me:
I live alone, as I do my mother and my daughter,
none of us in the house
where we were raised
or spent our marriages.
Each of us is careful of the others,
unyielding in small significant ways.

I now mother my mother
when I can no longer mother my daughter
who is older than I have ever felt myself to be. - Susan S. Jacobson

-Stories inspired by Robert Strand-Moments to Cherish devotional

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Thursday, May 10, 2012

Month of May celebrations*

May 1 - tatay's birthday (done)

May 6 - hubby's birthday (done)

May 7 - family outing (done)

May 13 - mother's day (not yet done)

May 16 - sister in-law birthday/Lian Abigael (not yet done)

May 22 - Ziah's 11th month birthday (Yay!)

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Thursday, May 3, 2012

Who's the boss

A farmer's son decided to get married. When his dad heard the news he said, "John, when you get married your liberty is gone!" The son questioned this and refused to believe it. The dad said, "I'll prove it to you. Catch a dozen chickens, tie them up, put them in the wagon, and go to town. Stop at every house and wherever you find the husband is boss give him a horse. Wherever you find the woman is the boss, give her a chicken. You'll give away all your chickens and you'll come back your team of horses intact.

John accepted the proposition and drove to town. He stopped at every house and had given away ten chickens  when he came to a nice little house. The old man and his wife were standing out in front on the lawn. He called to them and asked, "Who is the boss in your house?"
The man replied,  "I am."
He turned to the lady and she said,  "Yes, he's really the boss."
John was excited with the prospect of establishing the boss in this home, so he invited them to come down into the street;  explained his proposition and told them to select one of the horses. The old man and his wife looked  them carefully and the husband finally said, "I think the black is the better, I choose him."
The wife said,  "I think the bay horse is the better. I'd choose him."
The old man took another careful look at the bay horse and said, "I guess I'll take the bay horse."
John smiled and said, "No you won't, you'll take a chicken!"*

Personally I really don't know what to say co'z I'm a woman. Things like this really happens with hubby and I. It may be a shameful thing to admit... that I sometimes/most times overrule my hubbiness.

May the Lord grant me with total obedience.

(inspired by: moments to give devotional by R.S)

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Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Happy birthday Tay!

There's a lot of questions in our mind and only you could answer all these. Yet the big question is how, and if time comes that there is an opportunity to laid down the questions will you be willing to laid down honest answers as well? I doubt!

Sigh! in fact... deep sigh!  I may not a blood related to you but being just a daughter in-law doesn't mean I don't care, I care a lot actually co'z seeing your children wondering... is really a hard thing. They may smile at you when you come home but behind such smiles are questions need to be answered with no one but you.

(a card greeting made by Lara, wish you could see this)

Actually if you just promise to come home on a regular basis I might have bought you a present a pandora bracelet not personally  for you though because this is a girl thing but for you to give to mom as a peace offering. But I don't any material thing could make you come home and be a regular Dad to your children because as mom said you've been like this even before hubby came to life. 

Well don't get mad if you happen to read this post (even though I know that there is negative zero probability) but still, I just want you to know that this is just a personal opinion of mine which don't matter to you.

I wish you good health and good life though!

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Today is his b-day

...and since yesterday we're waiting for him to come home co'z we promised him that we are going to treat him dinner somewhere. But since its almost past dinner and there's no possibility that hes coming home, we instead decide that we will still do the dinner thing but we will go out as our first plan but  we will do it just here at home. 

Hubby and his sister is going to pizza hut to get pizza, then I will a carbonara inspired pasta to match with our pizza. I just don't though what flavor their getting, but one thing is for sure... we're having pizza for dinner.

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Thursday, April 26, 2012


Hubby's younger sister is working at McDonald-SM Bacoor and it was their grand re-opening yesterday. She has no work for about two months because their store was being renovated and for that two months all that she did was training (she trained people and at the same time she was being trained as well). It boggles my mind actually when I was being told that the training was not paid of (how could McDonald's do that: they are using people to help them get richer and yet they don't compensate their employees the exact thing).

Well, hubby and us (Ziah and I) together with my mom-in-law and hubby's two other siblings went to see the grand-reopening of McDonald-SM Bacoor store because we bought a ticket from her sister. The ticket is enclosed of food package (mcchicken, fries and a regular cook), and with the ticket you have you'll only not get the food but also some other freebies such us photo-booth, a pouch and other stuff.

Hubby got a chance though to pose for a picture with Ronald McDonald, but my baby Z was quite curious why Ronald looks like that. and it shows in the picture below.

Of course after having lunch we went window shopping at the department store. I was with my mom-in-law looking for Lara's school shoes. We do saw a lot of different kind of shoes some are leather, others where made of plastic and others of cloth. We do saw some designs probably made from a p kaufmann fabrics co'z it looks the same with the design I saw from their fabrics. Lara got a black school shoes, while hubby got a plastic kind of, I got the same as hubby plus a clothe kind of shoes. :)

Yesterday was fun specially co'z I brought home some a shoes (it was very cheap though), but, I don't care as long I have something to use. 

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Tuesday, April 24, 2012

A Father's love saves us from most embarrassing moment

I got this stories from my devotional book which I have read and re-read by Robert Strand.

*Grady Nutt, preacher and humorist, now deceased, told this story about a young family who invited the new pastor and his wife over for a get-acquainted Sunday dinner. The mother of the home was quite concerned that this be a perfect affair. She drilled the children days in advance about their proper behavior, what fork s to use and when to use them, how to hold a napkin, and other important aspects.
Finally, the day arrived and the meal was prepared, and at exactly the right time everyone was invited to come into the dining room where the table was formally set with a white lace table cloth, the best china, good silverware, centerpiece, candles, and everything. They all sat down at the beautiful formal table. The father said the blessing and when it was over, their nine-year old daughter reached for her glass of iced tea and knocked it over. The little brother jumped to get out of the way of the spilling tea and knocked his glass over too.
There was an awkward moment of silence as everybody sort of looked to the mother, realizing how disappointed she must be. She had gone to so much trouble and now there was this huge spreading stain in the middle of the white lace tablecloth.
But before anybody could say anything, the father flipped his glass of tea over, and begun to laugh. The
preacher caught on and flipped  over his tea and started laughed. The pastor's wife knocked over her glass of tea and joined the laughter. Then..  everybody looked to the mother  and finally with an expression of resignation  she picked up her glass and just dumped it in the middle of the table and everybody around the table roared with laughter.
The father looked down at his nine-year old daughter right beside him and winked at her. She... as she laughed embarrassedly, she looked up at her father and winked back, but as she did, it flicked a tear onto her cheek and it rolled down to her face. She continued to look up almost worshipfully  at a father who loved her so much to be sensitive enough to save her from one of life's most embarrassing moments*

Moral (from my personal views):  a father's love will rescue us from harm and shame. Let's then love and honor our earthly Dads!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Saturday, April 21, 2012

In-laws talks

Was thinking of what should we do with our little three rooms (talking about our soon to be permanent house and home).  In-laws and I talked about how could we seven people fit in, in that tiny little house. Hubby is the eldest among four siblings, his dad is an off an on jeepney driver, his mom works part time as a house help (not to mention though that during her younger years and was at school, she was always on the top list).

Now that hubby's parents are already older and they just rent a house, hubby is taking the responsibility to at least help them by taking them in our house. So now, we are planing to set up a wood bunk bed in one of the rooms for my in-laws. I hope though that our monthly expenses would go down when get to stay in our house.

As for now, I hope and pray that my sister in-law will be able to get the scholarship she just applied of.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

So true :(

For me and the people who hurt me, and for those who trusted me and yet I  failed them!

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You rob me off my sexy hubby

The husband here is away for three days in a row. He did came home late the other day but went again very early (actually before I woke up) in the morning the next day. Then he did not come home yesterday, he decided to stay at work/ministry because he needs to do things very early. I really don't like the idea of him not coming, co'z to me.. I don't care it he comes home late, as long as that he comes home to us at the end of the day.

Hubby would love to come home if he could but the long travel in a dark road and riding in a motorbike by himself with loads of trucks and other fast running vehicles weakens his courage and made him decide to stay. As for me, I could press on my demands but I'd rather hold my tongue for his safety, but this thing is really making me uncomfortable co'z I am not used of not seeing the husband at night. It's hard to sleep when he is not around. My baby and me misses him so bad.

I have this a little bit guilty feeling though co'z usually I packed hubby's stuff when he has out of town trips, but the other since he comes home late and left early, I was not able to do anything for him. Wish I could give him a briefcases for men for his b-day which is very soon so that he'll this thing with him for his important documents and other related stuff.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, April 16, 2012

Leveling Up

I was on facebook and was looking at pictures of some friends whom I haven't seen for a long time, it's only on this social network I am able to get updates from them. It's just amazes me how some friends manage to take the courage and hit the gym religiously reason why they were able to get a normal size body from a plus size one. I could actually tell that one of them is bringing himself to the next level and is taking some supplements. I'm hoping though that before they take such things they also read reviews such as lovegra reviews to know the product better.

My other girl friend has even gone vegan just to maintain the desired body she has at the moment. It took her more than year to be able to reach that size and I know that it has been one of  her greatest desire and the Lord honor her heart and grant her the courage and patience to continue her diet and work out.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, April 10, 2012 Ipod touch instead :(

My cellphone is as good as new co'z I don't really use it aside from playing songs. I barely receives texts or calls from it, I barely use its camera for taking pictures, and I haven't use its other features yet co'z I can barely connect. Sometimes I can't receives texts and when people calls me I cannot hear them clear, they sounds chappy. These things with my cellphone bogs me to the highest level and now I am partly unhappy with it.

I really like it though co'z it looks fancy and girly, wished I could get a cell booster antenna so that I could use it better with no hassles and frustrations. Part of what I am thinking this time since I really like to have an Ipod touch, I am thinking of selling it to buy the latter. I don't know though if hubby would agree with my idea, well I would like to keep it if there's a possibility of having both.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Jesus is alive :)

He did not remain in the cross nor in the tomb.... He is alive!


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Friday, March 30, 2012

Just baby and me

The moment our baby came to our world, life has never been the same anymore. The normal bed and up time is totally different now, our eating habit is not the same anymore: we usually eat together but when she came, we can hardly do it anymore. It' s either hubby has to go first or I have to eat like a soldier. It's better now though co'z since in-laws are living with us, they take care of my baby when I'm eating.

When it comes to bed and sleeping: here, there is nothing we can do really but to take change of who's to sleep beside the baby and in the bed. Hubby and I don't slept on our bed together anymore since the baby almost occupied all space, so hubby has to slept on the mat and I slept besides my baby in the bed. It's been my desire actually to buy a bigger bed frame and a bigger or expandable foam where the three of us could share.  I miss sleeping with hubby by my side after all I,  also, need some cuddling too.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Home alone with my baby Z.

Home alone again. Hubby is in the office right now, mom and sister in-law are both at work and the other two kids are both at school.  My life alone with my baby is a sweet crazy one. I'm tired but this is a sweet tiredness that I would remember when I grow old. She loves to crawl all over the hoouse, under the table, to the kitchen and behind the door. She loves to go to places where we told her no to go.  She turns my life upside down and vice versa.

She just bumped her head on the door, she look at me first before crying, but when I went to carry her, she swung her head from side to side then look at the side of the door where she banged her head. She's cute to look at, I cannot help myself but smile at her silliness.

What I always do to stop her from moving around is I turn on the dvd and  and play her favorite. We actually has four baby einstein vcd's and one children favorite songs. I just hope that I'll get a discount dvd  whenever I buy children dvd's. These things really help whenever I want her to slow down and just sit.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Has pledge my netbook

Yup!.. you heard it right, I'm giving my precious netbook to my beloved sister in-law as a token of encouragement so that she may be encourage to continue with her studies as she now stepping into a more serious college life. I told her the other day that if she gets into college I'll give her my less than year old netbook. This thing is very precious to me co'z it's light to carry and has sentimental value. The person who gave this to me is a very dear person whom hubby and I loved the most.

Though... this thing is too precious for me... I still feel that the Lord wants me to give it away. It's gonna be hard I know, but the Lord knows best and I know that when we give something important to us.. God honors it and who knows by my giving away my netbook, an iPad may come to me or an iPod! How I wish I could include a wilson booster to give her so that she'll be more encourage to pursue college life even though financially wise she lacking, but the Lord is good and He honors honest desires.

I hope to see Lara in four year time preparing for college graduation just like she prepares for high school grad this time.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, March 26, 2012

Up in the air

...with my little girl, this was her first time and she did not cry or was uneasy, it was a smoothed fly for her both the going and the coming. I am so proud of her. I probably can tell now that my baby will soon be a jet sitter. I pray that she would indeed fly for Jesus!


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Sunday, March 18, 2012

All Papers now

Hubby and I went to the mall yesterday to buy some day-to-day clothes for my baby co'z she's getting bigger now and her old clothes won't almost fit on her anymore. We also visited some clothing shops co'z we also wanted to buy something for ourselves. Hubby got a jeans and I got a blouse. Then we went to the grocery store after co'z we needed some stuff in there too.

We bought a lot of groceries and we were surprised that they put the items we bought on a box where the usual thing they do was put it in a plastic bag. My curiosity got me into asking and the cashier told me that it's a government ordinance that they should use paper bags and wrapper instead of a plastic. No wonder that the clothes we bought were wrapped in papers too.

Hubby's mom got sad when she learned that department stores and groceries are using paper bags or recycled bags now. She got sad because she could no longer collect plastic bags for garbage. Well, there is nothing we can do now but to buy bin bags  to put  our garbage in. If only have a big yard and could do compost and get compost bin at this would be a great way of preserving mother earth. But sad to say that I cannot do such thing co'z I live in place where things like that is not cannot be permitted.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, March 9, 2012

Friends meet again :)

We went to Glorietta the other day to meet my mom-in-law college best friend. The two haven't seen each other of almost twenty-five years. They cried when they finally saw each other and we know that a dinner meeting won't be enough specially not seeing for a long time and there's so much to tell.

In fact, they remained standing for a long time while we were looking at them hoping they settle down and would tell us to go ahead and eat. But it seems that they have forgotten that there were other people in the area and were very hungry because it almost past dinner time already. Then the husband of my mom-in-law best friend finally spoke up and told them to sit down then told us to eat as well. 

 And so here we are at the buffet table overwhelmed because of the many food choices in front of us. How I wish I could eat more than my tummy can bear so that I won't get hungry for a month :).

so "gutom". :)

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Tuesday, March 6, 2012

My fashionista baby girl :)

This is a little blurry co'z she was overwhelmed by her new shades that she look from right to left and vise versa. It was fun looking at her  looked sophisticated with her pink sunglasses. Of course I am a proud momma!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Saving up for quality furnitures

Our house agent called yesterday asking me of question about our missions organization co'z he knows someone who wanted to  donate something or help whatever they could to non government organization that helps the poor in our community. So, he has nothing in mind but us his clients co'z hubby and I have discussed the nature of our work with him when we were about to get the house and lot.

He also told me that our house is undergoing construction already and soon enough or before the year ends it is ready to move in or in their term: they called take out.  I was happy about the news and again Iwas thinking and imagining of the things I need to buy for the new house. I was thinking of a new microwave oven, new air-conditioning, new set of couch, new dining table set, new bed and hopefully a new patio sets. I don't know though how would these things to happen co'z it needed a lot of cash, but one thing is for sure now they're doing it and soon enough we'll be moving into it.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Our swimming pool alternative :)

My baby went swimming again today in the basin. It's not really a real swimming pool but it's out alternative of a swimming pool. She did enjoyed sitting and splashing in a basin of water. We, her parents were happy to see her happy. Watching her enjoying in the water made me want to hug and kiss her.

Ooh, she's so adorable, she had fun splashing the water. I love looking at face full of excitement.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Health issues and payday loans

I just came from a four day trip outside my "cavite zone" area, I got tired but had lots of fun. Being away from home is quite an expense no matter how the trip is being paid for by other people co'z there is always something to pay about. With our case though, it was a ministry trip paid by the ministry, so no one was really forced to spend unless it was for self.

I was happy co'z I did not spend that much until I found out that an elderly, widowed woman was in need, she needed some cash to renew her health insurance to be able this government hospital to treat her health problem. God has made my heart ached for that woman and made me did something for her needs.

I was thinking though if only she can make a payday loans in her times of health emergency's then she doesn't have to wait and suffer the pain for long. Payday loans is really a big help specially with those who need cash the soonest possible and can't wait for the fifteenth or thirtieth day of the month. Actually there is nothing more satisfying than to tell God our needs and desires.  As for me.. I could only feel someone's hurt but can never do anything without His permission and provision as well.

I went browsing to really and know how payday loans work and then I found out that  can make payday loans with hubby too. :)

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Right here... waiting :)

Yesterday was my baby's eight month b-day. Everyone in my hubby's sides family were present except their dad who came the other day and left so very early morning yesterday. It's no big deal that he's not around co'z we used to see him in the house thrice in a month. It got me confused but not elaborating my confusion so that I won't confused others too. But sometimes.. it's hard to keep my mouth shut.

Right now, I'm here in the house with my adorable baby waiting for hubby to pick us up co'z we are joining my church team  going up North to visit another church there and to do an evangelistic concert too. It's impossible to do anything with my baby awake co'z she'll follow me wherever I may go. I just came out actually from the shower  and can't go upstairs to change clothes co'z I can't just leave her here downstairs. Then I cannot  bring her up with me either co'z it's too hot in there and she'll just cry.

So now... I'm stuck in here with wet clothes and is waiting for anyone to come home. How I wish that as I wait in here I'm also waiting for someone to deliver me a custom coin where I can keep or display  in my house or just give it to someone as a token of friendship specially now that we're visiting  a place for the first time and for sure I'll also met good people there that is worth giving that custom coin.

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Ice cream and me :)

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, February 17, 2012

Home and Tired

Honestly... I always look forward of the night time co'z these means more people at home, and it means hubby is home too. There is no more exciting thing than seeing  your beloved husband. :)

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, February 13, 2012

A Prayer Can Save a Marriage.

Lord, I pray for my husband, from head to toe: His Head –That he will look to You as Lord of his life. (1 Corinthians 11:13) His Mind - That he will have the mind of Christ and think as the Holy Spirit would lead him and not the flesh. (1 Corinthians 2:16) His Eyes –That You will keep his eyes from temptation and that he will turn his eyes from sin. (Matthew 6:13, Mark 9:47) His Ears - That he will hear Your still small voice instructing him. (1 Kings 19:12, Psalm 32:8) His Mouth – That his words will be pleasing to You. (Psalm 19:14) His Neck –That he will humble himself before You and be strong, courageous, and careful to do everything written in Your Word so that he will be prosperous and successful. (James 4:10, Joshua 1:8-9) His Heart-That he will love and trust You with his whole heart. (Deuteronomy 6:5, Proverbs 3:5) His Arms-That You will be his strength. (Psalm 73:26) His Hands-That he will enjoy the work of his hands and see it as a gift from You. (Ecclesiastes 3:13, 5:19) His feet – That You will order his steps and that he will walk in Your truth. (Proverbs 4:25, Psalm 26:3) 

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

My don't mess with me look :) and the comments it gets.

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