Friday, June 17, 2011

Memories and Pumps

I told hubby my life story when I was still young and no one wants to have me or take care of me from my relatives because they thought I will just screwed up and would do any good if they'll take me. This happens though when my grandma dies. Grandma was the one who took care of me when my mom dies (months after I was born). It was tough time for me back the, though not anymore.

I remember how these people treated me. Just to get to college I need to work at my aunts in exchange of my schooling. It hurts but I did it somehow. Morning and evening I need to wash the laundry (hand wash it), clean the house, iron their clothes and wash their dishes. Water was not that overflowing back then, good thing they have a water pump, though it was not as good as with commercial pumps but still it really helps or else I also get water from somewhere.

In spite of those hard work, God sees my heart and make my life beautiful. Now, all those things are just memories though sometimes a hurtful memories but it helps me thank God with all my heart for all that He has done!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Online Financial Help

Honestly, I want to post in here my monthly overall expenses rants just for the sake of  letting go of my thoughts and feelings over such matter, what's keeping me though is what reaction would I get for it. So I'd probably rather not and keep it to  myself  "nalang". Anyways there's really nothing to hide from it because it's definitely my thing. I just can'y help computing it in my mind and wonder how could we ever spend such money in every months knowing that our allowances join together don't ever get close to how much we need to spend.

So, with all this monthly expenses that we have and comparing it to the monthly earnings that we have as well, all I could see and say is: God is indeed with His children. The promise He says; " I will never leave you nor forsake you", is definitely true in our lives, because without it we are probably in debt with payday loans online maybe not only one site but a lot. Or worst banks probably are also in pursuit of us or maybe friends are visiting me now in jail. whew! I don't want to think this things, it brings goosebumps.

I really am thankful that in spite of this expenses that we have, we still have the courage to give, help and live a good life. Blessings from all over the four corners of the world come rushing to us (do I don't see it sometimes, I still believe in faith).  God is indeed faithful and true!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!