Tuesday, December 27, 2011

..could never find the missing piece..

I don't want to say I'm lucky I did not suffer from typhoon sendong  like those whom became victims of it,  because I am emotionally affected. There were actually instances where when I cannot bring myself to watched the damage Sendong caused on television. In fact I still cannot hold myself not to cry when I remember it. I still believe God has good reasons and purpose when He allows these things to happen.  

I don't know how those people who lost loved ones to still continue living knowing that they'll never find their missing piece ever again. It would remain missing forever unless the good Lord would heal their heart and make it whole again.  How I wish that I could just dry up Sendong's flooding memory like drying up my boots using a boot dryers to make life beautiful and warm again for those who suffer from the flood.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Party and gifts

Last Sunday was our church Christmas party, it was held just in our church and instead of doing it in the usual time, my pastor decided to do it in the afternoon so that those who live far could attend the event too. It was actually beneficial with me and hubby since we live hours drive farther.

The party was fun indeed specially that everyone went home with a gift, the gift received may not that expensive but a gift is still a gift and getting one was indeed of great delight. As for me and hubby: we get a pail and two big size meat loaf and  my pastor's wife gave me an eyeliner which I really like co'z I am blessed with a long eyelashes so all I need to do is enhance the beauty of my eyes. I do have a friend who one time avail eyelash growth products because her eyelashes are smaller.

I am thankful of the gifts I received this year and the big chunk of my thanksgiving is for giving us my baby! :) Praise YOU dear Lord for everything (for the good and the challenging one).

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, December 19, 2011

I still believe in Jesus...though Sendong storms my way!

I believe there is a reason behind these all. It may hard to see the purpose of God, but let's all believe that He knows all things and He still is in control of everything. Our faith maybe darkened by what happened but let's just all press on co'z even in such times as this... God is still God and He is still good!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Three days to go (Z's dedication)

Went to the mall today to buy some stuff needed for my Z's special day. I am excited and almost can't wait for the day to come. I don't expect a lot of people co'z I want this to be simple so that  the true essence of the day will  will be felt.
I actually did not invite some of my relatives... just my sister and two cousins. I did not invites my aunts and uncles and other cousins. I know I'm "lagot" but what can I do my budget tells me ... just a few. So invited only those who are close to me and my family. Those who indeed have shared their precious moments with my baby Z.  I love my baby so much and so I love those who love her as well.
I choose the date for the reasons that I don't have to invite loads of people for they too are busy with their holidays.
Praying that the Lord would indeed be glorified during this day.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Saturday, December 17, 2011

It's Sunday :)

Jeremiah 29:11

New International Version (NIV)
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, December 16, 2011

Ooopps... you did it again!

Yup.... you did it again. I still believe there is still goodness in you. Yet... your making those around you's life uncomfortable. No wonder only few people wants to be friend with you, actually those who tried  and remains... they do it out of love of Jesus (they make you part of their ministry). It's a shame you don't see it and change your attitude and instead of reaching in... try to reach out co'z you are no longer some kind of a youth... gees... your old!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, December 15, 2011

A tooth issue

Five years ago I got a bathroom accident where it led to my tooth damage. I slip my foot and  fell face down into the corner of the toilet bowl. It was a horrifying experience I will never forget.  I got a swollen face and a broken tooth. I'm thankful now though that aside from that said damage there's nothing more. But the tooth issue is I am still suffering up to the moment.

I actually told hubby the other day if we could visit the dentist co'z I feel like removing it co'z there is this sensation I feel that is really head boggling sometimes. But hubby doesn't like my idea co'z my tooth still looks alright from the outside only there's this almost not visible crack.  How I wish I could find a cheap dental insurance quotes so that going to the dentist is a "no problem" anymore.  Getting your teeth fixed means you need to have a great fortune in exchange for a good and nice dentures.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Saturday, December 10, 2011

God's Promise :)

I woke up at 2:30am earlier and since then I wasn't able to go back to sleep again. :(

Psalm 84

New International Version (NIV)
     1 How lovely is your dwelling place,
   LORD Almighty!
2 My soul yearns, even faints,
   for the courts of the LORD;
my heart and my flesh cry out
   for the living God.
3 Even the sparrow has found a home,
   and the swallow a nest for herself,
   where she may have her young—
a place near your altar,
   LORD Almighty, my King and my God.
4 Blessed are those who dwell in your house;
   they are ever praising you.[c]
 5 Blessed are those whose strength is in you,
   whose hearts are set on pilgrimage.
6 As they pass through the Valley of Baka,
   they make it a place of springs;
   the autumn rains also cover it with pools.[d]
7 They go from strength to strength,
   till each appears before God in Zion.
 8 Hear my prayer, LORD God Almighty;
   listen to me, God of Jacob.
9 Look on our shield,[e] O God;
   look with favor on your anointed one.
 10 Better is one day in your courts
   than a thousand elsewhere;
I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God
   than dwell in the tents of the wicked.
11 For the LORD God is a sun and shield;
   the LORD bestows favor and honor;
no good thing does he withhold
   from those whose walk is blameless.
 12 LORD Almighty,
   blessed is the one who trusts in you.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, December 9, 2011

I'm happy for her :)

My friend and I together with my adorable little angel went to my friends new house to see if she could take it already (meaning: she evaluates her house to see any damage or anything) before she could finally sign the paper contract  from the developer. I'm happy co'z  after a long time of waiting she's finally cleared and ready to move in.

While we tour around the house I couldn't help myself but think of my own house as well. I am excited as she is, but the house needs to be tiled and needs to set-up to make it look like a real home. Looking at the house made me wish that if... I only have a job that pays really good  like Software Engineer Jobs maybe, I probably saves money for home interior design I will do this  make our house a beautiful place to live in.

Well, I know I don't have a lot of money to spend over a lot of things I desire but I have enough for the day co'z my God provides for me :).

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Done with the half

It's been  a week that I did not do any laundering because:
1. my body was kind of sore and I felt so lazy,
2. tired co'z I don't get enough sleep (you know when you have baby.. you wake almost every hour),
3. I feel like really have to update my blog but every time I turn the computer on.. I open my facebook account and play online games on facebook :d,
4. blame it to the sun co'z it didn't come out often... so the rain keeps coming.
5. the rest is history :))))

..but finally I felt like my baby has almost ran out of clothes to wear, so this morning when she fell asleep I took the courage to face our dirty clothes and now... the victory is mine. hurrah to me! :)

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Miss my hubby badly

Duh! our dvd-vcd player is broken, we just run out of cooking gas, almost no food,  almost no drinking water,  it's raining outside and no hubby. I am just thankful that the electric power is still on co'z it was out for more than an hour yesterday. I probably would cry if even the light is out.

I can't wait for tonight co'z hubby say's he'll be home tonight. I don't care if he comes home late as long as he comes home tonight. As a song goes: " I can take all the madness the world has to give, but I won't last a day without you!" Cheesy I know...  but who can blame me if I miss my husband so badly today.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Friday, December 2, 2011

Little mini-fan

It's December and coldness is supposed to strike in but for goodness sake it is still warm and actually steaming hot as always. I'm still sweating even right after shower and or the electric is steady towards me. There was actually this one time when we went to attend a small church near by and since it was near midday it was quite warm, I could actually see beads of sweats running down my forehead and my babies head was sweating hard that it looks like she just came out from shower.

And because we have a five months old baby-I told hubby to look for a mini hand fan we can use for our baby co'z this mini fan is very small and we could bring it anywhere we go. All we need is a rechargeable batteries so that we have extra batteries with us for batteries don't last long.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!