Tuesday, November 29, 2011

My eyes are failing me

I'm so tired today, I don't know why though since I had good sleep last night, my baby did not give us a hard time. But I haven't get any nap today since I have things to do. I just have the urge to update this blog since I haven't to five days already co'z I was away. Tomorrow we're going to attend a friends weeding and won't be back until the next day.

My eyes are closing as I type this post '(

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, November 24, 2011

We did it!

Hubby and her sister went to the municipal hall to inquire how to do a  thing (a late registration thing). They went to ask how they could register our beebee. Some people told us that it's not the right way to do it. So at first we seek legal advises on how to do it but no one really would like to help us since the process is long and we needed more than a hundred thousand pesos to do it, at least a hundred and fifty.

Well, God has the money and I don't. After months of really figuring out things, we finally came to a decision of doing the "late registration" process. I prayed really hard about this thing. I prayed for peace and that God would guide us to the right person who would help us not in exchange of money or something but with all sincerity in his/her heart.  Because I believe that if the person would ask us for money in exchange of the help.. well then its not the right thing to do and we are ready to wait again and pray for what the Lord will do.

So... as hubby and sister-in-law went this morning I prayed that the Lord would give us the favor. It may not the right way in other peoples eyes for their own reasons, but I prayed that if the Lord will grant us the favor then He made it possible for us and I'm free of guilt or something.

Now... that hubby had made the registration and paid the processing  fee (the right amount), we are just waiting for the paper to be release on Monday and soon we could get a passport for our beebee.

To God be the glory who made things possible for us! :)

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

..awake and alone...

Ok, I'm not totally alone co'z I have a sleeping little girl besides me, what made me feel lonely is hubby co'z he won't be coming home tonight because of work. He'll be picking up a couple friends/missionaries who will be joining us in our ministry. They're here to study our Filipino language so that they'll be effective in the ministry. I say work because picking them up is partly work with hubby (my lover is in-charge of things like this).

Being alone with my little girl tonight  was quite a night. She was having tantrums, refusing to sleep, don't like to be left alone lying on the bed, she wants milk but not really drinking it (co'z I could see the white liquid running down her chin) but when I took the bottle out of her mouth she'll cry like crazy. I feel so alone without hubby.

When my baby cries like no tomorrow with things that I know nothing about... it made wish of a treatment to such uneasiness. If it's only like an addiction thing-y, I probably had brought her to a rehab for an oxycontin detox addiction to relieve her of her discomfort. I really don't know how single parent does when their child does crazy wailing.

I hope and pray that hubby would come home safe and sound, early and happy tomorrow.

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Sunday, November 20, 2011


It's crazy to say that this picture of hubby and my little girl create in me a little sadness. It seems that she's saying; "bye..bye mommy... it's school time".  But the look in her eyes seems telling mommy I don't wanna go if your  not coming. 

Those lovely eyes that stares at me... made me want to go upstairs and hug her tight (co'z she's upstairs, in our bedroom taking a morning nap). Ooh... how I love my baby! :)

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Tired and awake :(

... but still need to do things. I'm here in our bed lying front-side facing my netbook.  I'm tired co'z I woke up too early this morning due to this precious little lady sleeping besides me. She woke up every now and then for milk and what makes it more terrible for hubby and me is... because since she sleeps early she woke up very early too and make noise to awaken her parents.

Well, there's nothing we can do but force ourselves to open our eyes and attend to her needs or she will cry the loudest and awaken our neighbors which means more trouble to her parents than waking up early. Ooh... I love my baby so much that waking up early doesn't mean a thing anymore.

It feels like I'm twenty-four hours awake all day. So help me God and make me lose weight :D

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Ray Ban (a beautiful gift for x-mas)

Truly, one perfect gift for christmas is something you would love to have and I really hope that a friend or someone in the family would stumble to this very beautiful thing called cheap ray bans and think of me.  I love shades in general and I do have loads before I lost some and broke the other. Below are just some ray ban pictures that I love to have and would be very grateful to receive it :)

ray ban for him

ray ban for me

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Home and thinking!

I have been in deep thoughts these past few weeks and up to the moment and mostly of whats in my thoughts are more of material concerns. There were times that I feel ashamed to God of what I'm feelin' and thinking.  It seems that due to more life concerns and less Bible meditation I seems to forget my life verse that says:

Matthew 6:33

New International Version (NIV)
33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

I thank God for reminding me that all I need is seek Him first and all that I need will be provided whatever it may is!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Our Christmas Tree (my first ever)

Way back in my home farm days and Christmas season is coming then the houses around us puts Christmas decorations and all sorts of  Christmas related thing, and looking back at our house... there's nothing, you can't see that Christmas is coming in our home co'z grandma is sick and all my aunts are gone to the city to seek for better life and doesn't want to come back, my uncles on the other hand are gone as well working at other people's farm (my uncles would leave very early in the morning and would come home late at night drunk).

What a life back then!

Then... I promise to myself that I will never get married early as young girls in my town did. I will finish my studies and work hard to get rich (this was then my ultimate goal). I was bitter at life but still study hard. I did finished my studies but God had changed my goal and now I am happy and contented with what I have knowing the Lord will provide all my needs according to his richness in heaven.

I don't enjoy Christmas season back then... the only thing that makes it good was Christmas vacation from school and of course school Christmas parties. But now... I'm very excited about Christmas co'z I now know what's the meaning of it and whom it for.

Then... i also have my first ever Christmas tree (I know we would tell people it's for my girl, but the truth   deep inside of me is... it's for me :))

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

First ever... trick and treat

We went to a mall for trick and treat last Sunday. The idea was actually came from my friend who has a year old boy.  So since it was my first time to do it, I was kind of shy... so I asked hubby if he could do it instead of me. I was so glad then co'z hubby happily accepted the job and brought of not really excited girl to store for the candy gift.

My girl is turning five months old this coming twenty-second of November and yet we haven't talk to a family friend who lived in Georgia yet. We've been wanting to talk with them via skype or  conference calls with our other couple friend too but haven't done it yet time difference and busy schedules. I really do hope that before Christmas arrives our plan would come to pass so that they'll able to see our baby. :)

Well, going back with the trick or treat thing... my baby has no costume actually, she just wore her Sunday dress. She changes clothes though because she became cold after two hours of stay in the air-conditioned mall.
on her first round

on her second round

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!