This past few days was quite a struggle for me (and even at the moment) because of a lot of things that's going on my mind, lot's of decision to make and the struggle to stick with it, and lot's of people to face.
Now... I am in a situation of letting go... or ...hanging on! A lot times when 'm alone... or alone in a crowd thinking what to do and what should be done or blame myself nalang (and if not satisfied blame hubby too). The after a lot of thought i conclude though have concluded a hundred time before that I am stubborn... too stubborn to admit that I'm wrong, coz when I planned of something... I want it happen right after I planned it, seems the moment spent in waiting it a waste of time. (ooh goodness me!)
So... I have to remind myself every moment now that God is in control of everything... and that I am not God! ...that I am only a mere slave to HIM! I don't own myself or anything, everything belongs to Him... alone!
Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!
OMG - It's been a long since I update this blog of mine. I'm sad but still positive though that somehow good things will happen here. I hope and pray that the Lord...
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