Monday, January 4, 2010

I quit my job! :(

I recently blog about how I got a job. It was okay with me at first, i mean working till wee hours at night. But as days goes by I found an unease feeling towards it. And I prayed that if its really for me The Lord would give me peace and prosperity. Yet, it was the other way around. Inspite of the encouragement I get from my boss I really don't feel at ease and prayed still. Then one day my team leader (ministry leader), he asked me how I was, and of course I said I was okay then, but to my surprised he told me that if things are really what the Lord want me to do.. it also brought peace with it. And he adds to that in saying that it doesn't mean that what the Lord wants me to do before, is still the same thing that the Lord wants me to do now.
Don't get me wrong about quitting my job: it really wearies me, there were nights that I cried myself to sleep after talking to my some prospect clients. I feel like a curse than a blessing. I don't feel good about it really. (I was just needed some cash that i really did not get.)
I prayed about quitting again and again... prayed that my boss would understand and would not hate me for the rest of his life because of what he invested on me (lol). Then came the day that I told him I am quitting(He was mad and did not talk to me ever, I had my guilt but... yes, but I have now peace after praying that the Lord may bless him with the right person, right employee).
Oohhh the feeling of being unbound to something or someone was indescribable. I praise God that I have Him in every situation.
May the Lord bless us all!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

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