Sunday, October 4, 2009

..what to do with...

I woke up this morning feeling half and half. When I open my eyes I know its past nine in the morning and some people are in the office working already... where I, still in bed contemplating things.
Part of me was happy that I am not oblige to wake up early but part of me was sad knowing I don't have any goal for the day. Part of my uneasiness too was because I was left all alone here at home and everybody is doing their own thing. But a friend is inviting me to go to starbucks but I don't feel like going.
I want to do something but just don't know what it is. I want to get busy with my work... my ministry, but its not just working at the moment. I don't want to get involved with someone else ministry because even just listening to them talked about it makes me feel ill. Goodness, I can't work with people whose life is so consumed with what they do as if that thing matter among all even matters that God knowing they are doing it for Him. The makes me feel tired without even doing anything.[ :),:( ]. I want to do my own work... my own assignment.

But would gladly like to do stuff with friends. (friends can lighten up a weird day... but God can make it perfect!)

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!