Sunday, May 31, 2009


To days ago my husband and I went to a family camp as a volunteer staff. My husband main job aside from tens of other responsibilities was to lead the worship. Well, as for me I was assigned to help with the kids. And there were 30 of them 6 of them were 1 1/2 year old and less and the others were 12 and less.
It was my first time to attend to two crying kids at the same time. So crazy... reason that during dinner time I had two cups of strong coffee to keep me going. hahaha. And during bed time the coffee got into my system and I was not able to sleep for a long time (poor me.)
It was indeed crazy but very fulfilling knowing those families who just lived in the street and they have no home and food is really a big problem to them reason that they snip solvent to avoid the need of food.... were able to come and experienced all the good things. The kids we were tending were all malnourished with big eyes, big tummies, and has diarrhea... oh goodness!
The food was buffet: so picture in your mind all these people getting a mountain full of food on their plates and try to get more after the first plate. To them it was a feast... if they could only eat today for the need of food for the other day... they would probably do.
We, the staff of MERCY MINISTRY stayed at the tent to give way of the families whom of the first time in their life experience a comfortable sleep at the cabin, with a nice bed and comforting sheets and pillows. We were uncomfortable... its hard to get sleep, but thinking of the families sleeping nicely makes it worth.
The owner of the camp did an amazing job too by understanding the people we minister. The rule of the camp was not to get food morethan you could eat... but these people get more than we expected and of course means more left overs, but the owner just smile at them and lovingly told us to remind them to get little anyways they can always go back to get more.
We come home sleepy and tired but happy and satisfied!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Monday, May 25, 2009

VISA: denied

Was not able to get a visa: the US embassy consul who interviewed us said that the reason that we did not qualified is because we are missionary and we did not have enough money. (hahaha).
The Lord my God will someday make things possible in His time. He will show people who doesnt believe in Him how blessed we are who depend on Him alone.

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, the testing of your faith produces perseverance." - James 1:2-3

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Isn't it Ironic! (poor but rich!)

Let the poor say I am rich, says the Lord!

I was born in a family whose means of living is through rice planting or what we called "farmers". Seeing my family (I mean my Dad's side) toiling was hard for me and to me its means we a poor. A reason why I really strive hard to finish my studies because i don't want to be a farmer. When I was a child I used to dream that one day I will get rich and I will help my family and the homeless children. Someday I will help pay my grand parents debt and we will live happy. It didn't happen! until....
I came to know Jesus in my heart, and received/accept Him as my Lord and Saviour, and through His Words I became rich through faith.
Before with out Jesus in my life, riding an airplane and going to places here and abroad was just a dream... nothing but a dream. Now, that I have Jesus in my life I know that I am rich through faith and the dream that I have before come to completion. A year after I accepted Christ in my life God brought me to Bangkok, Thailand year 2000 and have brought me to some other places too here in the Philippines. And this year 2009 God brought me to Macau. But year 2003 I was invited by a friend to go to Chicago but I was not able to because I was not ready yet. But my friend had invested with that already by paying my visa application to no avail but we both believe that one day God will brought me there.
On July 25 will be her wedding day and.... we are invited! This is impossible... we have no means to be able to go there. But last Friday amidst of financial crisis and a lot of must paid due bills we were able to pay for our visa application. We say we don't have the means to pay or spend more because we have nothing to spend anymore. But every need we have after Friday was met because I know that I am rich in faith through Christ Jesus!

Every Blessing that YOU poured out...turns back to Praise...!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Hearts desire!

This song is the prayer of my heart today. Only God knows what is my hearts desires. I praise God for... He can use anything to encourage us His children... as He uses this song to encourage me. If you have this song in your music files try to listen to it and listen to God. Sorry I forgot who the artist is . God bless!

From the Inside out

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

Friday, May 8, 2009

100 truths

100 truths tag

001. Name → Carmel Tisado Suarez
002. Nickname(s)→ Carmel
004. Zodiac sign → none (sorry)
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Balocawe Elementary School
008. High School → Abuyog Academy High School
009. College School → Philippine Christian University
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → short
012. Loud or Quiet → Quiet and loud (depends)
013. Jumpers or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone 
015. Health freak → not really
016. Drink or Smoke? → drink ofcourse (water and juice)
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes ! my hubby
018. Eat or Drink →both.. but actually more on eating. (hahaha)
019. Piercings → my ears... and would like to have some on my tongue
020. Tattoos → none! not a fan.
021. Social or Anti-Social → both.
022. Righty or Lefty → righty

023. First piercing → when i was a little girl.

024. First best friend → Martin (childhood)
025. First award → deserving Honor (Grade One)
026. First crush → Efren my school mate (elementary)
027. First relationship → Joel is the name
028. First pet → cats and dogs
029. First big vacation → Baclaran
030. First big birthday → First year college
032. First Surgery → 2008 (2nd day)
033. First sport you joined → dont know. i think none
034. Orange or Apple juice → orange juice
035. Rock or Rap → mix of both
036. Country or Screamo → country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys → both
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera → Christina
039. Night or Day → both
040. Sun or Moon → both
041. TV or Internet → internet
042. Playstation or Xbox → play station
043. Kiss or hug → both
044. Iguana or turtle → dont know
045. Spider or bee → dont know
046. Fall or spring → both
047. Limewire or iTunes → none
048. Soccer or baseball → both


049. Eating → wish i dont eat alot
050. Drinking → none
051. Excitement Level → average
052. I’m about to → attend a bridal shower
053. Listening to → hubby's rants
054. Plans for today → go home and just be home.
055. Waiting for → everything to be over
056. Energy Level → mixed
057. Thinking of someone → hubby to stop ranting.

058. Want kids? → yes!!!!!!
059. Want to get married? → already
060. When? → June 06, 2008
061. How many kids do you want → 4
062. Any name on the mind → a lot (can't figure yet)
063. What did you want to be when you were little → A hotel Manager
064. Careers in mind → victorious missionary
065. Mellow future or wild → a mix of mellow future and wild
066. Something you would never try → cant think of something now
067. When do you want to die → God only knows


068. Lips or eyes → both (kissable lips and he has funny eyes. hahaha)
069. Romantic or Funny → both (but more funny than romantic)
070. Shorter or taller → taller and skinny
071. Protective or Caring → both (sometimes annoying.)
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → hahahaha. very skinny. but just love him just the same.
074. Sensitive or loud → sensitive and loud
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → neither
077. Muscular or Normal → normal
078. Kissed a stranger → nope
079. Broken a bone → nope


080. Lost glasses/contacts → not yet ( dont wear those)
081. Ran away from home → yup! when I was young and crazy
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → nope... but a pen. hahaha
083. Killed somebody → no!
084. Broke someone’s heart → I dont know
085. Been arrested → no... and hopefully never
087. Cried when someone died → oh yes.
088. Liked a friend more than a friend → yes


089. Yourself → ofcourse! specially when i am angry
090. Miracles → definitely yes
091. Love at first sight → nope.
092. Heaven → absolutely
093. Santa Claus → no
094. Tooth Fairy → no
095. Kiss on the first date → yes.
096. Angels → definitely!


097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → none but my husband.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → yes...yes...yes!
099. Do you believe in God → dont know what to do without HIM!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people- I'm tagging anyone who would like to have this.